A Leaders Struggle (SuLay)

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~Lay~

"I-i.." Suho breaths out a large breath before saying "oh fuck it" then his lips crash into mine urgent and heated. At the surprise of it i pull back slightly, but i have a feeling Suho was expecting this because he wrapped his hand around the back of my neck keeping me in place. Eventually my shock turns into desire and i melt into the kiss, moaning lightly at the feeling of his lips on mine, moving more tenderly than before but even more passionate.

To soon he breaks the kiss, resting his forehead against mine. An involuntary whine leaves my lips at the lost contact and I place my arms around Suho's waist.

"Kiss me" i whisper desperate for more.

Suho smiles and shakes his head slightly "if i kiss you again i won't be able to stop myself from taking you to your room"

I smirk "i don't see a problem with this"

He chuckles and pulls his forehead from mine, placing a finger where his head just was "i do"

A sigh leaves my lips "you're not going to touch me until i get cleared by my doctor, are you?"

"Not a chance" he says smiling, but his eyes hold an apologetic tone.

Suddenly the words "Sulay lives" erupts through the room, causing both Suho and me to turn our gazes toward Baekhyun who has started to do a happy dance.

I roll my eyes and groan "you could have at least done this in the bedroom away from the perverts and children" i say motioning to the crowded room not needing to specify which is which.

He snorts "well i was trying to talk to you, but you sort of ran away... and i probably wouldn't have kissed you if you had stayed"

I smirk "well then i'm glad i ran..." then a important thought brings me back into the real world "wait does this mean?" i say my eyes widening.

Suho smiles shyly "i was going to tell you the day you got in the accident, but after i discovered about your concussion, i didn't want to stress you and i didn't know how to bring it up without bringing up all of the complicated shit that comes along with it, but i still wanted to take care of you and be by your side, and i realize now that i wasn't as discreet about my feelings while i was taking care of you and... and i-i'm rambling"

I feel a warmth swell in my chest, and tears start to pool, blurring my vision slightly "you want to be with me?"

Suho sighs happily "more than anything... i'm sorry it took me so long to realize it"

I placed my arms around Suho's neck "for you, i would wait forever" then I lean in and place a small but meaningful kiss on his lips.

"Oh it's so beautiful" Baekhyun says placing an arm around a teary eyed D.O. Who had pulled out his phone and was now taking pictures.

Tao squeals and jumps up and down with Xuimin "yaay" they yell together.

Chen, Sehun, Kai, and Chanyeol roll thier eyes at the fan girls, but smile at us just the same, clearly happy for us. I can't help but laugh at them, and honestly i understand their excitement... this has to be one of the happiest moments of my life, because finally Suho was mine and i was his. I realize that in this moment i finally understand what it's like to feel true happiness, and i never, ever want to let it go.

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It was the day before my follow up and Suho had decided to take me out for a relaxing walk through the nearby park. We pull our hoods up and walk closly to each other but are unable to hold hands, because we are still in public.