Just Hold on

chapter 5

MOVE ON

Ginno's PoV

I was lying on my bed with tears in my eyes...

Ilang buwan na ang lumipas pero di parin ako maka move-on kay violet...

I still love her... I miss her... Pumunta ako dito para sa kanya para sa amin..

Pero ngayong wala na sya ,feeling ko wala ng saysay ang pagpunta ko dito...

I can't stop to think na kung di lang sana ako pumunta dito siguro kami pa...

Akala ko matatag kami, akala ko kase kaya namin... But now... I'm starting to regret all of this... At ngayon...... I wanna die... Ohh God please kill me know.. I can't stand to bare this pain in my heart....

Natigil ako sa pag iyak ng may tumawag sa akin....

"Sir. Ginno your mom is here! " sigaw ng kasamambahay namin...

Pinahiran ko ang luha ko... May kumatok sa pinto...

"Ginno papasok ako anak"

"the door is open mom! "

She entered and hugged me

"Son... It's okay...
Kung kayo talaga.. Kayo pa rin sa dulo... Kung mahal mo sya wag mong sukuan... Pero kong nasasaktan kana ng sobra pakawalan mo na... Okay?
" mom said while hugging me... Si mommy palagi kasama namin ni violet dati sya yung nakaka alam ng mga problema namin.. And close din sila... Magkaibigan din kase si mommy at tita Marielle....

"mom... I still love her.. But I'm afraid that she didn't love me back anymore.... I feel like I'm dying... Mom.. It's hurt mom.... " I cry

"Son In love... You will encounter pain talaga natural lang yan.. Kase parte sa pag-ibig yan... Nasasayo lang yun kong magpapadala ka o lalabanan mo... Alam mo dati kami ng daddy mo ilang beses kaming nag hiwalay pero sa huli... Babalik at babalik pa rin ako sa kanya at sya sa akin... Kaya son.. Never give up okay.. Alam kong mahal ka pa din ni Violet kilala ko ang batang yun.. I know and I can feel na mahal ka pa nya... Never let the fear be stronger than you Faith Son, just believe in yourself in your heart...
You know It will get harder before it's get easier. You just need to make it through the hard stuff first, and know that one day it will get better for good.. " mom said and smile

"thanks mom... " I said in the middle of my subs

"ohh.. Sige aalis na ako.. May pupuntahan pa ako... Inggat ka son huh... " mom kiss my forehead and I just nod and smile

I will never give up...

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After a month.....

Ginno's PoV

It's been a month and I Still love her..

And I'm willing to took a leap of faith ... Dahil naniniwala ako na deserve namin ang second chances......

Malapit na akong umuwe sa pilipinas in a few weeks uuwe na ako...

And I'm ready dahil magkikita na ulit kami... And we we're friends na din naman... Nag usap na kami ng ilang beses sinasabi nyang naka move-on na sya.. Pero naniniwala pa din ako na may chance pa kami.....

I called her

"hey! " she answered

"hey! Kamusta kana!" I asked her

"ahh.. Okay lang naman.. Ikaw kamusta na? " she said and smile

"same.. I miss you na nga ehh.. Miss the Philippines "

"ahhh.. Hehehe.. Ako din.. Miss na din kita.. Pag ka uwe mo dito dating gawi huh.. Na miss ko na best friend ko ehh" she said.. I know na ngayon friends nalang kami...

She said mas okay na daw yun kase best friends naman kami dati

"ahhh.. Hhwhehe.. Oo namam sure.... " I smile..

"ahhh.. Sige Ginno bye na muna.. May aasikasuhin lang ako ehh... "

"ahhh.. Sige see you soon! " she lookedat me with confusion.... But she handle it and smile...

And then she ended the call..

See you soon Violet I miss you...! I can't stop myself from smiling

A/N

Guys sorey waley ehh.. Heheheh... But sa mga bumasa thanks guys