Just Hold on

chapter 6

I WILL WAIT

Violet's PoV

I miss ginno... I know it's sounds crazy but after all this time.. I still love him..

I wanna think na mahal nya pa rin ako pero... Baka hindi na... Gusto kong ibalik ang dati pero alam kong impossible na... Dahil nasaktan ko na sya... Nasaktan namin ang isat-isa....

So we're better to be Friends... Uuwe na sya mamaya and... I really want to see him na... I miss him so much.. Pero, di pa yata tama ang panahon ehhh... Aalis na kase kami ngayon...

"honey... Are you ready? "

"yes mom... Tara na baka ma late pa tayo sa flight... "

"okay.. Naghihintay na dad mo sa baba... Let's go" mom smile at me
Bumaba na kami ni mommy at sumakay na din...

Sinaksak ko ang earphones ko at nag sound trip nalang..

At kung sinuswerte ka nga naman.. nakakagaga yung kanta ehh... Grabe hayssttt...

Song played : The one that got away
By: Katy Perry

Summer after highschool when we first met
We make out to your mustang on radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

I remember those times na magkasama pa kami, always thinking about our future...

Palagi nyang sinasabi na balang araw mag papakasal kami at dapat engrande yun.. Tapos magtatayo kami ng bahay yung malayo sa pollution...

I can't stop myself from smiling while my tears are falling

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises be us against the world
In another life I would make you stay
son I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away...

Sana kinaya ko noon...
I've always regret bakit naging mahina ako... If I just hold on to his promises and have faith to our relationship... Sana kami pa..

I was june and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you I put those records on... Woe
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music I'm no longer your muse

Ayyy.. Paksheyt naman tong kanta sumasabay pa talaga.. Kainis.. Hayssttt...

I miss my life before nung kami pa ni Ginno... How I wish I could go back to that time. . But I know... I can't...

In another life I would
Be your girl
We keep all our promises be us against the world
And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away..

Ayyy... Grabe naman... Headshot ako ng kanta ahhh.. whoooo! Ang shaket sa Puso neto......jusmee

"Honey okay kalang? " napadilat ako ng mata dahil sa tanong ni mommy

"ahh.. Oo ma nakakaiyak kase yung ano... Naalala ko yung" Violet isip ka... Whoii utak makisama ka

" ahh yung ano...I-I want to eat your pancreas yung sa anime ma.. Yun.. Yun ma... Nalala ko kase ehhh.. Hehhehe" nagtaka naman si mommy pero tumago din kaagad

"ahh.. Okay sige na honey baba kana.. Were here na sa airport... " boom buti nalang naniwala

"okay mom! " I go out then nag ready na din para sumakay sa eroplano...

After a minutes umalis na kami.. "I will surely miss this place".. I whisper while looking back...

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Pagkadating namin sa Mexico tumawag kaagad si josh...

"hello josh! "

"hello Ilet... Hehehehe...so nakadating kana ba? " he asked

"ahhh. Yeah kakadating lang.. Kasama mo ba si Janine? "

"ahhh.. Yeah.. Sya nga nag utos na tawagan ka ehh.. Hahahah"

Natawa nalang ako sa kanya.. Si josh at janine ang lagi kong kasama noon.. Nanligaw kase si josh sakin noon pero di ko sinagot dahil ayaw ko gumamit ng tao para maka move -on ...

And then janine came kaya ako na gumawa ng paraan para maging sila na... Syempre supportive ako ehh... Hahahah

And di ko pa kase kaya magmahal ng iba ehh... Ginno pa din 'till now...

"ahhh.. Bye na muna josh magpapahinga muna ako.. Kapagod sa byahe ehh.. Hehehe.. Call you later"

"okay.. Inggat ka dyan" after that I ended the call...

Pumunta na sa kwarto ko at nag ayos.. Nakapunta na ako dito noon.. Dito kase ako nag elementary...

After mag ayos natulog na din ako..

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Ginno's PoV

Kakauwe ko lang sa pilipinas....

I try to call Violet pero di sya sumasaagot.. Kaya pumunta ako sa kanila... And then nalaman ko na pumunta pala sila sa Mexico...

I lost her again... Siguro di pa oras para magkita kami.. Yun ang palagi kong iniisip.. Maghihintay ako..

Alam ko na magbabalik sya.. Hindi ako mag sasawang mag antay..

Ngayon ko lang nalaman ang pakiramdam nya..

Naiintindihan ko sya ganto pala pakiramdam ng maiwan.. I miss her very much... Gusto ko nalang bumalik sa dati nung kami pa..... Nung masaya pa kami.. Sana pwede ko ibalik ang lahat...

At ngayon ako naman..

Ako naman ang maghihintay sa kanya.. Di ko kayang magmahal ng iba... Alam kong sya lang.. Maghihintay ako kahit walang kasiguraduhan... I will wait..." I will wait for you violet... " I whisper, this time Magiging matatag ako I will willing to wait for the girl whom I love the most...