His Undying Love ✓

11.

ASH'S POV:

I know you guys probably hate me now for being a weakling and frankly speaking, I don't blame you. I actually hate myself more than you do.

Why are things so difficult for me. I was the one who told Dawn to get rid of any thoughts of us being together but, when I saw her today in that beautiful dress that glued to her body like a second skin, mannn!!! I lost control.

I couldn't control myself when she told me she was leaving, I had to kiss her. That kiss, has been running through my mind all night long. Her lips still felt the same way only sweeter and softer than I remember. It was nothing like when I kissed Kayla though. Kissing Kayla is totally different, I don't feel alive whenever I'm with her unlike with Dawn.

Speaking of Kayla, I dropped her off after the party. She was constantly nagging me about what I was doing with Dawn earlier and why I had Dawn's lipstick stain on my lips. I was so tired of hearing her screaming and crying so I dropped her at her home.

Here I was currently drinking in my study. Yeah I don't live with my parents. I live here alone and sometimes, Kayla comes to stay over. I was still drowning my predicament with a bottle of alcohol when my Dad walked in

"Dad?" I furrowed my brows in confusion "what are you doing here?" Or was I hallucinating due to how drunk I am at the moment

"I'm here to bring you some files and we were supposed to discuss about some work issues. I see you have forgotten" he walked over to me and snatched the bottle and glass away from me

"Dad..." I slurred "give me that back, I need it" I burped

"Just take a good look at you, you look like a shadow of yourself" he took a seat and sat close to me

"I don't know what to do dad.... she's leaving" I started crying all of a sudden. This alcohol is really getting to me

"Is that why you are here sulking like a child. Come on, I raised you better than this" I burped again and he scrunch his face in disgust "what are you truly afraid of?"

I sighed "Kayla was there for me when I was really broken, I can't just abandon her after what she has done for me"

"So what you're indirectly saying is that you are with Kayla because you're grateful?" He arched his brow

"What? No? I mean I don't know" I pulled my hair in frustration

"Do you still love Dawn?" I collected the glass from him and gulped the last drink

"I.. I don't know" he shook his head in disappointment

"Ok think about this, how would you feel seeing her in the arms of another man?" I guess he's trying to piss me off cause I threw the glass away, causing it to shatter to pieces

"That will never happen" I fumed

"And why is that? You said she's leaving so that's likely to happen" He smirked

"Because she's mine dammit" I slammed my hand on the table and he chuckled

"There you have your answer. Be a man and go tell her how much you love her before someone else takes her away from you" he advised and I sighed audibly

"I can't dad....what about Kayla? How do I tell this to her?" I asked

"She'll be hurt but, you have to tell her. You're also wasting her life by lying to her that you love her when in reality, she's like an obligation to you" he joked and I glared at him but he was right. I can't continue living like this

"Thanks Dad" he got up to leave but stopped to look at me again

"Remember quitting is not in my genes and don't you dare hurt my niece any further I'm warning you" he said in a serious tone, informing me that he means business.

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TWO DAYS LATER....

Yeah it took me two days to muster up courage to go tell Dawn how I truly feel about her. I was informed this morning by Faye that she's leaving today so I quickly jumped out of bed with and ran out the door.

Here I was driving like a lunatic wearing sweatpants and a shirt which I wore to bed last night. God!!! What if I'm too late? No I have to think positive. I immediately parked my car outside and ran inside Dawn's house. I   was  surprised to see only grandma Delilah sipping tea in the sitting room

"Grandma where's Dawn?" I asked panting due to the race I took

"Oh! you missed them, her parents are probably on their way back as we speak and....." I didn't wait for her to finish as I ran out of house, got into my car driving straight to the airport.

I drove as fast as I can and in few minutes time, I was there. I ran to the airline dispatcher panting heavily

"Please excuse me... Has the flight going to Dubai departured" she checked

"The plane is about to take off...." I quickly ran towards the plane with security running after me. I got into the plane and begged the pilot "sir...you are not supposed to be here"

"Yes I know. Please I really need to see someone, please I'm sure you have a wife or girlfriend at home who you love. Please if you don't let me speak to her, I might lose my only love. Please sir I beg you" I could see him thinking about it

"Okay...you can go to her. You do know her seat number right?" I panicked

"No sir I don't.... Please help me" I pleaded on the verge of crying

"Okay here take my microphone and speak to her" I gulped taking it from him.

DAWN'S POV:

I am leaving for Dubai today, my heart is heavy as I board the plane. I was about to sit down near a chubby young woman probably few years older than me when something stopped me

"Angel eyes, if you're hearing this, I want you to know how sorry I am. I have wronged you alot, broken your heart beyond repair and I know I don't deserve your attention or even forgiveness but, I want to ask you for one last chance. A chance to redeem myself, a chance to be a better man, a chance to show you how much I love you. A chance to be the Ash you once knew. Please Angel eyes, if you can hear my voice, please come to me. Please baby I don't have much time, the plane will soon take off. Please my love I'm waiting for you.... please don't leave me"

I was smiling, thinking to myself "could this be true or am I day -dreaming?"

"Girl are you going to run to him or you want me to take him" the chubby lady said to me. I looked out the window and saw him standing there looking like a lost sheep.

Do I really want this?

Am I really going to forgive him and give him another chance?

Am I willing to take the risk?

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Thoughts guys!!!
What do you think Dawn should do?
Does Ash deserve another chance?