Because This Is My First✔️

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Chapter Eighteen : Because you're by my side.
P.O.V.: Kenma Kozume
Date: XX-XX-XX

When I woke up the next morning I thought I'd find the bed space next to mine to be empty but nope, he was still there sleeping next to me. I couldn't help the smile that crept his way on to my face; I moved closer to him wrapping my arms around his waist burying my face into his back. I heard chuckles escape from between his lips and then I felt his hands on top of mine, he turned over so he was now facing me and planted a kiss on my forehead. We laid like this for another minute or two just staring into each other eyes holding on to one another; it was sweet and I honestly still can't believe he was here with me right now I had so much question but I didn't want to ruin the moment but Hinata's phone did and he sadly had to pull away to get it. I watched as his smile disappeared into a frown, I wanted to ask what had happen but he was already on his feet getting dressed.

"Your leaving?" I asked him, sounding clearly disappointed that he was already going. "Can't you stay?"

"Actually I wasn't supposed to come here last night. Kuro made me promise to wait until today so we can both come here and surprise you but I just couldn't wait to see you or hold you. For the past two years you were all I was thinking about and I guess I acted without thinking and just showed up here." He explained running a hand through his messy orange hair. I reached out grabbing a hold of his hands even though I was on my knees butt naked on my bed in front of him I didn't care I just didn't want him to leave, after two years I am finally able to hold him, kiss him and touch him so I was going to be a little selfish and keep him here awhile longer. "I know, I know but I won't be long. I am just going back to our hotel to shower and get Kuro that's all. I'll be back before you know it, with breakfast of course so wait for me."

With that I watched as he finished getting dressed and left me all alone in this huge apartment all by my lonesome again. Since I was up and awake I should probably get ready and clean up a bit before Kuro comes over; he'll probably complain about me being a pig and not cleaning after myself. After a shower and getting dressed I moved over to my office to work on getting some editing done when a knock on the door pulled me away from my work. Let the two them into the house; Kuro and I share a much needed hug while Hinata got started on getting breakfast ready for us, Kuro and I sat at the dining table chatting away and boy did it make me so happy having them both here, and I didn't even notice I was crying until Kuro pointed it out to me.

"Sorry.." I mumbled, using the back of my sleeves to wipe away the tears. Kuro reached over rufflimg my hair slightly with a smile on his face assuring me that it was okay. "I really missed you guys and I know I was the one who left but there wasn't a day that didn't go by that you guys weren't on my mind."

"Tell me about it; we'd spent most of our weekends mopping around about not being able to go see you. We were going insane not being able to be by your side so we made sure to study hard, saved up and here we are now." Kuro explained before taking a bite out of his sandwich.

"We know that asking you to come to Japan would be a big ask so we decided that what if we started living together...here I mean just until the three of us finish university in our respected field of choice of course. We missed a lot of each other during those 2 years so we thought we could make up for it by living together" Hinata said, playing with my hand in his hands.

"But what about Kuro...and he's feelings?" I asked, and I know it wasn't the appropriate time to be asking this but I need to know that this isn't going to end up with him hurting. "I don't want to agree on anything until I am sure we're all going to be happy living here together."

"You don't have to worry about that any longer. A part of me will always love you but after having sometime to myself I reflected on my action and I've come to the realization that your happiness is much important then my petty wanting to be with you."

"And because he's been talking to someone from here for 2 years now and he won't share the details I mean what's up with that?"

Breakfast was filled with laughter and light hearted conversation between the three of us something I've missed for the longest time ever. We spent the rest of the day inside watching hilarious videos on YouTube and a movie on Netflix. I'd leave them for a bit so I could finish editing and even though I warned them it was a rather boring process they still insisted on watching me do it; there honestly the best and I am so happy to have them in my life again I mean how could I ever regret meeting them way back then? They changed my life and I think that with them here my life wouldn't be as dull and boring as it has been. After I was finished with work we talked about living arrangements and since the apartment my parents were paying for had an extra bedroom which I was using as my office we settled with staying here since it was in the city and commuting to our respected university wouldn't be an issue for us, all we had to do was move the bedroom stuff from storage back up here for Kuro to us and everything would be perfect. We ended up talking about some ground rules but we left that all for another time; today we decided on sharing my bed. We turned the rest of the evening into a sleep party which involved us playing video games in bed and eating ice cream while watching a movie marathon until we all passed out. I was the first to go snuggled up in between my two favorite people in the world there was nothing more I could ask for, just thinking about all the fond new memories I'd be making with them has me feeling unbelievable happy. Of course there will be many ups and many downs but after feeling this dull and hollowness in my heart for the past two years I don't think I want to give up on having them here with me. if we were to be born again I'd love to be able to be with them again but for now this is my life and there will be many first to comes and I want to experience them all with my two favorite people in the world.

"I am really happy you're here." I said to Hinata who sat besides on the park bench outside our apartment the next day. "I was debating moving back to Japan so many times but I was so afraid of what you guys might think that I'd always chicken out. I was ashamed even though I was the one who left of my own free will. I love the both of you very much; I love Kuro cause he's my best friend and he's like the older brother I've never had but your something more special and i—I don't just like you, I am in love with you."

"P-please stop that." He said stumbling over his words, he's face was all red all the way to the tip of his ear which was undeniably cute. "Where do you get off making me feel so embarrassed like this? God I love you so much you have no idea; I don't think I can put it into words. What are we even doing? This is really embarrassing."

We broke into a fit of laughter which earned us a few funny looks but we didn't care; I rested my head on top of Hinata's shoulder as we sat there watching people walk through the park. Yeah I think I am going to be just fine with how my story has been so far I wouldn't trade this moment for anything in the world; this warm and loving feeling I won't get it anywhere else but with him. if I could go back I'd do a few things differently like not waiting so long to be with him and going straight for it even though I am not that courageous of a person I'd still muster up something to ask him out much more earlier in our life though I am very much pleased with the result being with Hinata cause that's all I ever wanted.

The End.