Because This Is My First✔️

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Chapter Six : Because This Is Jealousy.
P.O.V. : Hinata Shoyo
Date : XX-XX-XX

Was this really happening right now? Was i really being confessed too? I turned to my friends who look just as lost as i was and then over to Kuro who wore an unreadable look on his face which was really scaring me. Why is this all happening to me? I am already dealing with so much as is, so why is this all happening now?. I sighed running a hand through my hair racking my brain to find the words to let her down gently but nothing seemed to come to mind, but then the faint sweet smell of coconut and vanilla filled my nostrils making my whole body freeze up. I looked slightly to my left and saw Kenma who was making his way through the massive crowd of people in front of the school, as he passed by i could see the look of pain on his face which made my heart sink. I wanted to chase after him but Kuro beat me the punch and went after him. I sighed shoving my hands into my pocket shifting my gaze from the gap Kenma and Kuro slipped into to get inside to a determent Yucchan who didn't look like she was going to move anytime soon. 

" Yucchan." I called out her name softly which made her ears perk up and her cheeks to be tainted by a light shade of pink. " I'm sorry, its not you or anything its just that i'm dealing with some 'love' related issues." I closed my eyes briefly before opening them again staring into the palm of my hand. " I don't think i'll be the right guy for you, ever. I am sorry." I bowed slightly. She didn't say anything and just stepped aside the same look that kenma had took over her pretty and cheerful face. " Um let's go guys." I shoved my hands into my pocket and walked past her with my friends following close behind me. Once at the shoe lockers i quickly changed shoes and ditched my friends to go find Kenma before class started. I searched high and low but couldn't find him anywhere, i was currently in the culture area where all the clubs where located which was pretty empty during the morning times. It was the only other quiet place that Kenma would run to if he needed to be alone, usually its the roof but he wasn't there. Walking further in i followed the soft humming that came from one of the empty club rooms, i chase after the sound and finally found where it was coming. The door was slightly open so i could peek in and see who was inside. 

Standing by one of the opened windows that looked out into the school's courtyard was Kenma who was humming some random song to himself, sitting on top of the table besides him was Kuro who held Kenma's hand close to his chest with his eyes closed as he peacefully listen to Kenma's humming. i  was about to enter the room when Kuro spoke up.

" Why are you putting yourself through this?." He asked Kenma sitting in the same relax position he was a minute ago. " No offense his an idiot and you deserve better." 

" K-Kuro.." Kenma said softly his gaze falling to the floor slightly. " I-Its not like that at all."

" Kenma don't you go doing it too." Kuro said letting go of his hand swinging his legs over to the side Kenma was standing in so he was now facing him fully. Kuro reached over caressing Kenma's soft cheeks. A pang of jealousy took over my mood making me clench the door frame slightly. " You like him, don't you?. If you don't then why are you so upset?." Kuro asked him. 

" I-I don't know Kuro. I don't know how to feel right now, Okay? I am all sorts of confused about my feelings. I do know that i love Hinata very much but i feel like its not enough anymore, i want more but i don't know if its in a romantic way or not." 

The bell rang cutting there conversation short, i left the culture building before they saw me so that i could get to class. Kuro came to class shortly after. i am guessing he walked Kenma to class before coming here. When he took a his seat that was in front of mine i stared at his back for the whole class i guess i was really bothered--or more like pissed at him for touching Kenma the way he did earlier. 

" Psst." Nishiya poked my shoulder trying to get my attention. I leaned back into my chair so he could whisper into my ear. " Is something going on with the two of you? and don't lie because i am not the only one that's noticed the odd air around you two." I looked over my shoulder to Nishiya before over to the other guys who had the same look of concern on there faces. I sighed and gave them a thumbs up to assure them that everything was fine between me and Kuro which wasn't a complete lie, were currently at war for no reason at all but were still friends. I just didn't like the way he touched Kenma though or the way he was being around him. Its like they were a couple or something which there not at all. I sighed once again pushing those thoughts out of my mind for a bit so i could focus on today's lessons. 

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Morning classes flew by like a breeze and it was finally time for lunch. I immediately excused myself from the guys to go find Kenma who was probably hanging out up on the roof. I wanted to get there before Kuro would so i could get some alone time with Kenma and talk, but when i busted through the door to the school roof hoping to find Kenma he wasn't there. I walked over to the sides so i could peek out into the school yard and hoped to find him but had no luck, but i did find Kuro who was making his way to the greenhouse with two lunches in hand. I sighed knowing it was to late but then the door flung open and coming out to the roof was Kenma who looked like he was searching for something--or more like someone. 

" Kenma?." I called out to him in a soft tone of voice. Kenma turned around his expression softening when he saw me standing here. I walked over to him and pulled him in for a tight hug, he let the most adorable sound when i hugged him and he hugged me back. " I'm sorry." i apologized hugging him closer. I don't know why i am apologizing like i did something wrong but if i didn't do it this feeling in the pit of my stomach will never go away plus i really wanted to see and feel Kenma its only fair since Kuro got the chance too.