Reunited

Believe

The windows were fogged from Niall putting the heat on high in the car. I sat in the passenger seat with Zayn in the back. I looked out of the windows trying to see as much as I could through the thick fog. I could see us pull into a big circular driveway, which already held a black Range Rover and an expensive car that I don't recognize. Niall opens his door swiftly, stepping out into the cool air. He quickly jogs around the car and opens up my door, reaching out his hand. I smile widely and take his hand, wondering why I get chills whenever I touch him. I shake my head from my recent thoughts and I looked up at the humongous house standing in front of me.

The windows were huge with curtains covering up each area of it, their was a second story to the house which I noticed had two huge windows in the front. Niall pulled me out of my trance by dragging me to the front door which was already open. We stepped in and I saw Harry and Louis snuggled in each others arms already, Harry trying to get over the girl he was going to do it with tonight.

I cleared my throat, "I'm really sorry Harry I ruined your night with that girl, I'm so stupid for doing that to you, I mean I barely even know you and I already messed up your night-" My rant was interrupted when Harry stood up and put his finger to my lips, shushing me. "Hey, It's alright you didn't do anything wrong, that girl was a bitch to you and you didn't deserve to get treated that way." He smiled and hugged me tightly. "Thank you Harry." He nods and his curly hair brushes against my cheek, making me shiver.

I pull away and look at everyone else, blushing madly and staring at the floor, I hear Louis's cheery voice break the silence, "How about we play Truth or Dare? You know, to get to know Emma better." He smiles widely and I nod my head, everyone agreeing. We all sit around a bottle in a circle, Niall sitting on my right, then Zayn, Liam, Harry and Louis on my left. Liam is the first to spin the bottle and it lands, of course, on me. "Emma, Truth or Dare?" he asks sweetly, "Um, Truth I guess." He nods and racks his brain for a question, biting his lower lip. "Oh okay, how about how old are you?" he smiles at his successful question. "I'm 18." I say and receive smirks from all of the boys as they eye me up and down.

Louis spins and it lands on Niall, "Niall Truth or Dare?" Louis says hyper and I giggle at his energy. "How about a Truth, I'm too scared of what your dare would be.." Louis nods and smirks, "Fine if you could go out with either me our Liam who would you choose?" I chuckle and I look at everyone confused and they all laugh at my expression, "Liam" Niall responds and Liam bolts up and does a victory dance "NIAM FOR THE WIN!" he chuckles and I furrow my brow, but see Louis fake crying next to me and I turn to look at Louis frowning face. "Aw, Niall look what you did! You made him sad." I pat Louis shoulder and he curls into my side fake crying. "What happened to Nouis?" He asks crying into my shoulder, holding onto me tightly. "There never was a Nouis! It has always been Niam and it always will be!" Niall grins widely and tackles Liam to the floor, I hold Louis tighter and roll my eyes at all of them.

They eventually calm down and everyone asks crazy Truths and does idiotic Dares, but then the dreaded question escapes Niall's mouth. "Emma how is your family?" I instantly stiffen and my eyes go wide, I look at the floor knowing tears where on the verge of spilling out. Well Niall how do I say to you whom I haven't seen in a year and your four best lads whom I just met, that my parents got a divorce and my mother then died of skin cancer and my dad beats me, gets drunk, and brings home a different slut every night? I blink back the tears and i feel my throat go dry, "They're good." I lie and Harry and Zayn nod, Niall, Liam and Louis seeing right through my lie.

"Um, I'm going to go use the rest room. Where is it Niall?" I stand up and he looks up at me, I could see worry in his crystal blue orbs. "Oh, you go straight down that hallway last door on the right." I nod and mumble a thanks, before walking slowly to their bathroom, shutting the door quietly. I put my head in my hands and take out my spare razor from my purse. I sniffle, holding back all of the tears, I look down at the blade different thoughts racking my brain. Don't do it, Stay strong. You have to do it, everyone hates you because you're fat and ugly. Y-O-U-R-E W-O-R-T-H-L-E-S-S. I quickly rolled up my sleeves and swiped the blade across my wrist, once, twice, three times. Then I quickly switched hands and cut five times on my right wrist. I dropped the bloody blade in my bag and quickly washed the blood out, rolling my sleeves down and walking outside.

"I think I'm going to go Niall I'm getting pretty tired, and my dad doesn't like when I'm out to late." I cringe at the image being placed in my head, me walking into the house and seeing my dad and some chick banging on the couch, him drunk and pissed. I shake the thought and walk to the door, the boys following me. "Well let me drive you home at least love." Niall interjected and I shook my head, "I think I'm gonna walk home but thanks Niall." Liam came up to me and shook his head. "No Niall and I will drive you home, you are not walking these streets at this hour." I laugh at what he said, "What you think I'm going to get raped? Who would want to rape me!" I yell out and open the door then slam it shut.

I could feel the tears streaming down my cheeks and I run, I just take off, ignoring the calls from the five boys. I run until my asthma acts up and I take a puff from my inhaler, I look around and see I'm in an alleyway, I slide down the wall and tuck my knees into my chest. I cried hard into my knees, feeling my heart ache from all the things going on. I could see blood trickling down my hand and I realised all the running was making my blood pump faster, causing more to pour from my fresh cuts. I let them bleed, admiring how the blood fell down my arms so perfectly. I feel my phone buzz and see it's a call from Niall, I ignore it, suddenly feeling light headed. I get instant texts from unknown numbers, asking where I was.. I guess Niall gave the boys my phone number. I went to open one before everything went black.