Reunited

No Words

I woke up in an unfamiliar room, where was I? I sat up but felt pain shoot up my spine, my head pounding so hard. I could see the room spinning so I layed back down and held my head. I looked around and saw I was in a bed, not mine though. I looked at the dark blue walls and the guitar in the corner. I went to yell for help but all that came out was a hoarse whisper. I grabbed my neck in pain, it burned like hell whenever I talked and it was scratchy. What happened yesterday? Why was I in this bed and not my own, and whose bed is this? Why am I alone, what is this place? Where is my dad? I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood up too quickly, I stumbled and fell into a wall, my eyes going blurred.

Suddenly the door swung open and a familiar blond boy came in. "Emma! Oh my god, come on you should be in bed. Are you alright? You bumped your head pretty bad. Boys!" Niall yelled loudly and I held my head tightly, "Don't scream." I whispered. Niall nodded and kissed my head the four boys came running in, Harry carrying a tray of breakfast food. "Emma you look horrible." Liam said and I rolled my eyes. "Thank you Liam, means a lot to me." I shook my head and closed my eyes. "Niall can you get me some aspirin?" I looked into his eyes, expecting to see his shinning blue crystals not what I actually saw, pain, hurt behind cloudy dark blue eyes. He nods, "Of course love. Eat some food."

Niall got up and left, Zayn came over and sat at the end of the bed with Liam, Louis helping me sit up while Harry put the food in front of me. "Thank you Harry." I smiles and drank some of the tea, feeling it sooth my throat already, he nodded and smiled. I looked down at the whole buffet in front of me and held my stomach, I shouldn't eat this. If I ate this I'll just gain more weight and I will look like a bigger balloon than I already am. I shook my head and looked up and saw Louis's eyes locked on mine. "I'm not really all that hungry, I'm sorry Harry." I looked down at my hands and fiddled with my thumbs, he picks up the tray and walked inside, leaving the tea on the bedside table.

At the same time Niall and Harry walked in together, Harry holding some movies and Niall holding a bottle of aspirin. They sauntered over to the bed and Niall tossed the bottle to Liam who popped it open and handed one to me. "Here you go love." Liam smiled slightly, wow, he could work a open and closed smile. It's really no wonder why these boys are international pop-stars. Louis wrapped his arm around me and I felt all the boys look at me, Zayn began to speak, "So, Emma we have to talk to you. Yesterday we found you in an alleyway passed out with your arms cut open and bleeding. Care to explain?"

I look down at my dried up cuts, tears spilling out of my eyes, I squeeze them shut. I can't tell them, no, they will all think I'm a freak and they'll laugh at me. Louis lifts my chin up with his finger and looks into my eyes. "Love, you know the boys and I will be here for you always, you can tell us anything and we'd never ever judge you." his gorgeous eyes stared into mine, making butterflies fly around in my stomach.  I nod and let out a long shaky breath, "I did it, I cut myself last night when i went to go use the bathroom. I just the girl at the cafe made me feel so fat and disgusting, and I know I'm not skinny or pretty. If I didn't know Niall you guys would probably never had talked to me, I know that I could never compare to that girl. I'm just so worthless and disgusting and I don't understand how you guys could like me! Let alone look at me."

I began to sob and I feel Niall pull me into his lap, his strong arms wrapping protectively around my waist and shushing me. "Don't you ever say that again okay? I never want to hear any disgusting lies like that again. You are perfect to me Emma, sure you don't have a flat stomach or bony thighs but that's why I love you so much. Because you're not like the other girls, you're different, you're special, one of a kind. You're better than all the fake barbies in the world, you're my princess you hear me? You're my beautiful, sweet, loving, caring princess whom I'll love forever. I promise we will always be here with you. Forever and always." he whispered the last part in my ear and hugged me tightly, I smiled widely. "Thank you, I love all of you guys." They all cheered and piled on top of me and Niall, my first group hug of many more. "Now let's watch a movie!" Harry yelled out. We all nodded and he popped in 21 Jump street and I snuggled with Niall, finally happy for once in my skin.