I'm Yours

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I pulled into the driveway the next morning and hopped out of the car. I gladly walked up to the house and opened the front door, immediately ingulfed in a hug from Liam. "Babe! Im missed you!" I giggled and breathed in his intoxicating smell. "I missed you too LiLi." He pulled away and kissed me, before i could react I heard Louis yell, "EW! PDA!" I rolled my eyes and chuckled at him, same old Louis. The next thing I know I saw a bunch of curls running to me, "EMMA!" Harry threw himself at me, knocking both of us down and him landing on me. We both landed with an 'umph' and then came face to face, staring into each others eyes. "We missed you Emma!" I rolled my eyes, this is how everyyone acts when I'm gone for one day? What if I left forever? Stop. Don't say or think that.

i looked around and saw shocked expressions staring at me, "You've thought of that?" Harry mumbled, but to my rescue Zayn came in and saw Harry on me. "Emma hands off my man!" He yelled anad i pushed Harry off me then got up, holding up my hands in the air. "Yes sir Malik!" Zayn just smiled at me then hugged me. "Where's Nialler?" Zayn pulled me to the hallway, leading me to Niall's room. Zayn opened the door and winked at me then went back to the other boys. Niall was sitting on his bed, holding his guitar and singing softly. He looked up and his face broke into a big smile, "Emma."

"Hey Nialler, watcha got there?" He patted the bed for me to sit down and showed me a song he was writing. "Will you sing it for me?" He shook his head, "Not now, when it's finished. It's for Lyric." I smiled widely at him, he began to blush. "Awe! You're too cute!" This caused him to blush deeper and I decided to let him escape the embarrassment. "Can I borrow your guitar for a moment?" He nodded and I took it, letting my fingers form the begining of the song 'I'm Yours' by the Script. I began to sing lightly..

You've touched these tired eyes of mine

And mapped my face line by line

And some how growing old feels fine

I listen close for I'm not smart

You wrap your thoughts and works of art

And there hanging on the walls of my heart.

I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as such

And though I may not look like much

I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough

I never feel I'm quite enough

And it may not seem like very much

But I'm yours

You healed these scars over time

And braced my soul, you loved my mind

Your the only angel in my life

The day the news came, my best friend died

My knees went weak, and you saw me cry

Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes.

I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as such

And though I may not look like much

I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough

I never feel I'm quite enough

And it may not seem like very much

But I'm yours.

I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as such

And though I don't fit in that much

But I'm yours.

I looked up from the guitar and saw all eyes on me, Harry and Zayn holding each others hands in the doorway, Niall next to me with his mouth open, Louis and Liam standing against the wall just looking shocked. I blushed and looked down at the guitar, "Emma why didn't you tell us you could sing and play guitar?" I shrugged my shoulders, "I didn't think it really mattered." Niall scoffed, "We've been best friends for like ever and you never told me?" I roll my eyes, "Guess you don't know everything about me huh?" He frowned and shook his head pulling me in for a Horan hug but it was a little awkward cause the guitar was in between us.

"I'm going to go and take a shower and change." I stand up and hand Niall his guitar ten walk out of the room awkwardly. I hear Liam's footsteps following me.

"Hey babe, mind if I join you in the shower? We need to talk and it's really the only private place."

I nod and he takes my hand leading me to the bathroom. We both strip down then step into the warm water. I look up at him and he stares at my thighs and hips, I look down with him and see the marks I ha made upon myself. I forgot about them, crap. I had taken a sharp knife one day and just pressed it into the side of my thigh, then I did it to the other side. It was bloody those two, then I cut my hips everyday at least five times. He ran his fingers over them softly and he looked up at me. I could see his eyes were filled with tears.

"baby.." he said softly and I shook my head. I quickly turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, getting a towel as quickly as I could. I left fast and ran into our bedroom, then out into the living room where all the boys looked at me with wide eyes. The heard Liam shouting for me and I ran into Niall's room.

Then there was banging on the door an I could here Liam's voice pleading for me to talk to him. It hurt to hear him so un happy but I couldn't take his guilt. I couldn't take any of it anymore.

I went through Niall's clothes and put on a pair of his boxers and a baggy shirt. I then jumped out of the old window and slowly walked to the old bridge. I sat on the edge and began crying, the tears blurring my vision.

"Emma."

I whipped my head around and saw Harry looking at me, crying hard.

"Don't do this.."

I shook my head and looked down, I heard him walk to me and the other boys were visible in the distance. They all ran to me and I let go. I was flying in my eyes. Flying fast to the bottom of the world. It was amazing. It was finally over.

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