Reunited

Be Alright

Niall had his date tonight and he spent the whole time fidgeting with his tie, sweating in his suit. "I've never been this nervous, not even performing in front of millions have I been this nervous." He blurted out, his hands shaking wildly. I slapped his cheek lightly to keep his focused and hugged him tightly. "You're going to be alright Niall, how can a girl resist this sexy Irish potato." I chuckled and he smiled, letting out a small laugh, my eyes flickered to the clock and I saw it was 6:30. "Better get going, don't wanna miss your reservations." I smiled at him and he nodded hugging me, "Thank you for everything Emma." I nodded and walked to the door with him, I opened the door and he walked out to his car and right before he stepped into his car I screamed. "Don't screw up!" His face was priceless, I laughed and shut the door walking into the kitchen to find the boys.

I spotted Zayn sitting on the counter alone, looking through his phone. I went over to him and waved a hand in front of his face, "Earth to Zayn?" I giggled at him and his head shot up and he hid his phone quickly, "Emma! What do you want?" His reactions seemed suspicious but I acted like I didn't notice, figuring out that I'd steal his phone later and check it out. "I was just going to ask if you wanted to play a game with the boys and I." He calms down and shakes his head. "Nah, Harry and I are going out tonight, thanks for the offer though." He smiles and I walk out of the kitchen seeing Harry in a spiffy suit, getting ready for Zayn.

"Well don't you look dashing!" I grin widely and he snaps his head around his bushy curls swaying across his face. He was putting on some acne cream and looked into the mirror, focusing. "Harry you don't need that stuff Zayn loves you enough already." He shakes his head and looks at me. "i just want to look my best for him and the fans." Ah, that's what it was the fans I rolled my eyes and took the cream and put it down. "You always look handsome Harry, you're extrodinharry." I chuckle at my own words, his smile growing and his dimples showing. "You better get going with Zayn." He nods and hugs me then whispers in my ear, "Have fun home alone with Louis." I stood in shock, how did he know? Did Liam tell him? Wait alone? That means Liam's going out too.

Once Harry left I saw Liam putting his phone in his pocket, I clear my throat and he looks up. "Oh hey Emma! i'm going out for a while, thought I could let you and Louis hang out alone for a while." I rolled my eyes at him but couldn't smile at his face. "Thank you Liam, go out and have some fun maybe find a nice girl.." He chuckles and shakes his head and he's out the door in a flash.

Louis came in dressed in sweats and a stripped shirt, looking chilled out. "So it's just you and me tonight." He wiggles his eyebrows and I can't help but giggle loudly. He sits right next to me and sits criss cross, facing his body towards me. I get into the same position as him and he looks down at his hands gosh why did he have to be so cute all the time?

He smiled at me and then looked at the TV, "Why don't we watch a movie?" i nodded and he went and pulled out 21 Jump street, while he set up the movie I went to go pop some popcorn. I made some popcorn and got two sodas and I brought it to him, putting the sodas on the coffee table and placing the bowl of popcorn on my lap, sharing some with him. I smiled when he tried throwing the popcorn in the air and catching it in his mouth. He stuck out his tongue far and threw the popcorn into his mouth, letting it rest on his tongue, "I GOT IT!" He yelled happily and I laughed throwing one up and catching it in one try. "Show off.." He mumbled and I chuckled as the movie turned on. Louis wrapped his arm around my shoulder friendly, but I thought of it as something more. God, I had to stop thinking of him like this! Okay, I'll just focus on the movie.

The movie ended and I had tears dripping down my face from me laughing so hard, we finished all the popcorn and some was on the floor from us throwing it at each other. Our sodas were both half way full and the blanket was still snuggled tightly around our bodies. Louis's facial expression was priceless, he was smiling widely and his eyes were wide, his hair looking all sexy on the side like that I could just run my hairs through it all day.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when he said, "Emma can I ask you something?" I nod and he looks up into my eyes, i felt them search my eyes for answers and he let out a sigh, "So there's this girl.. Her name is Abigail and I just, I like her a lot and I was wondering if you could help me get her to be my girlfriend."

My heart shattering was all I heard, I couldn't feel anything but pain and heart ache. I was so stupid, how could I even think a guy like Louis would ever like me? No one could like me, I mean look at me, my shoulders where huge and my stomach I couldn't even talk about it without wanting to burst into tears. I squeezed my eyes shut to hold back the tears and I sniffled, looking at Louis's hand that is waving in front of me. "Emma? You okay?" I snapped out of my thoughts and nodded putting on a fake smile, " Oh yeah! Sorry I was just thinking of ideas to help!" I smiled and lied, he believed it too. I smiled and he hugged me, "Thank you for helping it means a lot to me that you want too."

I nodded and started to rack my brain for ideas but I couldn't think of anything, it all was just to much for me to process. Should I help him or not? I mean this guy did just break my heart and he expects me to help him find a girl for him! It's ridiculous. I was about to speak when Liam walked in running a hand through his hair looking at our expressions. "Did I interrupt something?" He asked nervously looking in between Louis and I, "No I was just going to head off to bed." I smiled at him  and got up, walking off to my room leaving the boys to themselves.

I could hear Liam faintly say, "What happened?" Then it all was drowned out when I turned on the shower. I stripped down and took out the razor from the hiding spot I kept it in. I removed my bracelets and started to cut them deeply, crying as I felt the blood trickle down my arms, I let them run for a while before walking into the shower. I let the blood run in beautiful swirls down the drain, smiling at me inflicting my own pain. I washed my hair and body then stepped out, slipping my bracelets back on my wrists and walked out into the crisp air of Niall's bedroom. I slipped on my pajama shorts and a long sleeved shirt, cuddling into Niall's pillow. I wonder when I was going to get my own room? i sighed and began to drift off to sleep listening as the other boys stumbled in through the door.