Reunited

Over Again

"Emma, babe wake up."

I felt Liam's hot breath on my neck and shivered. I opened my eyes and saw him stating back at me. His voice was husky, as it always is in the morning and I couldn't resist it. I leaned in and kissed him softly, he kissed me back. Our lips began to move with each other, the pace faster and faster. The next thing his tongue was tracing the bottom of my upper lip and I opened up for him, letting his tongue slip into my mouth. His tongue was warm and was exploring my mouth, we fought for dominance and he finally took my wrists and pinned them down on the bed. He smirked as he pulled away and kissed down my neckline. One hand released my wrist and traveled down my shirt, leaving Goosebumps down my body. Once he got down to...

"Oi! Save it for later!"

Zayn stood there with his eyes wide, but wiggling his eyebrows up and down. I rolled my eyes and pouted, his eyes resembling a lost puppy's. I pecked his lips and whispered in his ear, "We will finish this later."

He automatically grinned at me and I winked, standing up and walking over to the closet. I slipped on a pair of white shorts and a v-neck. I walked out and saw Liam in khaki's and a plaid shirt. I smirked at his apparel and we walked outside to the kitchen.

Harry was cooking while Zayn was whispering things in his ear, making Harry grin widely. Niall had Lyric on his lap, he was braiding her hair. Everyone had some one here to love, but then Louis came out groggily. His iPhone beeped and the screen lit up indicating he had received a text message. He opened it up and smiled at the screen.

"Oo! Lou got a lady friend!'

Zayn yelled and Louis covered his phone.

"Oi! That's private you twat!"

Zayn covered his heart with his hand and gasped.

"Lou that hurt!"

Louis just rolled his eyes and walked to the couch. I looked at Liam and whispered in his ear.

"Maybe we should invite the girl over so Louis has someone to mess around with."

He nods and stood up, walking over to Louis. He reached him and put a hand on his shoulder.

"Why don't you ask her to come over? I'm sure they'd all love to meet her."

Louis's mouth began to form a smile; he began to frantically type away at his phone. I just chuckled at him and Harry yelled out that breakfast was ready. We all went to the table and sat, Louis at the head, Zayn next to Harry, Harry next to me, then on the other side, Niall and Lyric, then Liam next to me.

"Liam did you tell Emma the good news?"

Niall asked Liam and he shook his head, his hand reached for mine and held it.

"Emma the boys and I are going on tour for three months..."

My world flipped upside down, this was going to be it. He was going to break up with me right here, in front of everyone. I knew Liam could never love me, he'd probably find a better girl than me who was prettier than me. I knew it, I just knew it. There would always be someone better than me.

"Emma!"

My head snapped up and I could see him snapping his fingers in front of my face.

"Emma do you want to go on tour with me? Please?"

I looked at him with shocked eyes then nodded fast, I threw my arms around him the best that I could and I kisses him hard. He smiled at my reaction and answer and held my hand tightly as we pulled away.

We went back to our breakfast and I felt Liam's cold hand rest on my thigh. I was used to it and I didn't care anymore but as soon as it started creeping downwards, I felt a knot in my stomach. I've never really had sex before... Unless it was forced upon me. My father raped we when I was young and he would have 'poker' every Tuesday night and my mom would go out, leaving his friends and him to torture me.

I guess I've just not been ready to feel that again cause I only remembered pain from it. But I didn't want to let Liam down. Everyone left the table and I stood up bringing mine and Liam plates inside. He came in behind me and kissed my neck, sucking on my sweet spot. I felt tingled go down my spine and he tilted my head back so he had better access. I held back a moan but realized what was happening; Liam's hand was under my bra. I pulled away and looked down at the floor.

"Babe? What did I do?"

"Nothing I just... Come here..."

I pulled him to our room and locked the door. I sat down on the bed and patted the spit in front of me for him.

"I just when I was young, my dad... Sort of... Well... He wasn't a nice man... So him and his friends would brutally rape me... And I only remember the pain from sex not any pleasure. And I'm so sorry that I'm depriving you from it but I just I need to know your not going to be rough."

"Emma, babe I'd never want to hurt you, I just want to loving and soft with you. If you don't want this I understand, and ill wait for you as long as you want. Ill always be as gentle as I can with you"

Liam smiled at me and held my waist close to his body and I smiled widely.

"I love you, come on."

I pulled him closer to me and kissed his lips, he responded softly and kissed back it was passionate yet smooth and soft, unlike anything I've ever felt before. He slipped his pink tongue into my mouth and caressed my tongue with it. He traced circles in my back with one hand and entangled the other in my hair.

I pulled away and slipped off his shirt, kissing his toned body. I made my way down his chest and to his abs, which were clearly defined. I kissed Liam's lips again and he slowly started to grind on my hips.

I moaned softly in his mouth and he smiled into the kiss. He pulled off my top and bra and kissed my neck down to my chest... he took off his pants and mine.... I was ready, finally ready to feel real love.