One Week Of Its Best✔ (COMPLETED)

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A/N: sorry sa mga typo and grammatical error. Happy reading!

Warning: Too much foul words.

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I flipped the next page and ready to read what happened that night but there were none! I flip again and again but nothing! I'm still not contented so I scan the remaining pages but I see nothing but a blank page!

Shit! My heart pounded so heart that will give me a heart attack any time now. My body is trembling, my hands is cold and I am fucking sweating!

I pick up my phone from my table and called her but cannot she's be reached!

"Fuck!"

She's in danger. Fuck Ian! Fuck Carlita! Fuck the that fraternity! Fuck all of it! Just... just fuck it!

As much as I want to shout and get wild here in my room, I can't since it's already midnight and my family are now in deep sleep. Ni hindi ko na namalayan na hindi ako kumain ng tanghalian at haponan. Fuck!

Too much information... information that could kill me!

Please God, save her.

I unconciously looked at the calendar behind the door. Fucking bullshit! It's been two days already!

How is she? Is she okay? Did she go home that night?

Oh please!

Napahilamos nalang ako sa mukha ko ng mariin dahil hindi ko na alam anong gagawin.

Kanina pa nanginginig ang buong katawan ko habang nagbabasa and now that I've done reading it my mind clouded too much conclusion, negative thoughts and fuck it again! I don't know what to do!

Paroon at parito ang lakad ko. Hindi mapakali dahil sa nalaman. Mang-ilang ulit ko na ring nasabunotan ang sarili but it's not enough to make myself at ease... at least?

No matter how I tried to think and pushed myself to think positive thoughts, it couldn't sink in! Negative thoughts is blocking it!

Should I visit her? But it's already midnight!

Althea... right. I'll call her and her other friends.

I pick up my phone placed on the table beside the black story diary and clicked the contacts but I stopped midway.

Another fuck! How could I call them if I don't have their numbers?

Think Teddy! Think! But the only way is to wait for tomorrow. Fucking wait! Why do I have to wait until tomorrow? I can't stand it! Fuck! I'm panicking!

I tried to sleep and form a question to ask Althea and the others about Clariz tomorrow. I don't care anymore if they would shout at me, curse me, slap me, I'll gladly to accept and receive their rants and physical assualt.

Wala pa man akong nalalaman sa nangyari sa kaniya noong fiesta ay sapat na ang nabasa ko para sisihin ang sarili ko. Those curses, slaps, punch are not enough for involving her to my mess.

I swear Ian, I'll fucking kill you if something happened to Clariz.

Hours had pass but here I am, still widely awake. Negative thoughts didn't leave me. It did not let me sleep or even just a nap.

Exactly 5 AM in the morning, I took a bath and ready myself. Prepared my things, especially myself.

I was in a hurry to even mind the mess on my room. It become mess as I cannot function well right now. My mind is too preoccupied of Clariz. My hand is trembling kaya lahat ng nahahawakan ko ay nahuhulog.