James POV
Usually day:hung up,get ready,concert,get drunk,fucking/or sleeping.
I need some break I think.
I was outdoor,I needed to walk and thinking.
"What type of chick will we pick up today?"-Danny came up to me.
"I won't pick up any for long time I think"-I said slowly.
"why? what happened with you?you're weird today"
"I am just...I don't want to break more heart...there were nice,normal girls too."
"you want a serious relationship?"-he asked.
"yeah,finally I want a nice girl by my side "
"but you're young"
"I think I am not the one who was born in 1990 Whoresnop" -I said.
"It's just a thing" -he said "I look more older than you,and the others dude"-he continued.
"It's just another thing,you're not higher in your mind than us"-I said
"whatever"-I said at the end and walked away.
From the edge of my eye I saw he look after me,with suprised,weird face.
I got on the bus,take a shower and got on my clothets and drumming shoes (I have an another shoe for drumming so I won't damage my street shoes.)
we need go get our ass on stage in 10minutes,after the concert we have some Meet&Greet and after we can go on our way.
in that ten minutes I just drank a bottle of beer secretly.
"you loved me for all the wrong reasons...."in my mind just this one sentence repeated itself.
oh yeah great,show time.
While we played,I saw a lot of bra and panties on the stage.
"yeah,there are so many girl,who just fangirled there" -I thought.
*after the concert*
"We need to go on the Meet&Greet James."-Ben said.
"I know"-I said.
"I hope I will be strong enough to not being rude at least my/our fans."- I thought.
"and hey,I see not everythings okay with you,if you wanna talk about that,I'm there you know I try to help if I can,but put it away now,I don't want you to hurt our fans"-Ben replied.
"of course and thanks dude"-I said and gave a "brother hug" to him.
we came in the backstage,and took photos with the Asking Alexandrians. (except who was a fucking fangirl because I can't call those Asking Alexandrian)
The last came up.
It was a girl: she was so beautiful...maybe her height 156cm,her body wasn't that skeleton type,it's perfect,I see she did some stupid things with her hair because it's fucking damaged.
she's got septum piercing,nostril piercing on the right side of her nose,and two ear expander.
she was a kind of shy girl,and she brough something in her hand.
"Hey guys,I'm so fucking honored to meet with you all" -she said
"As we are honored to meet with our real Asking Alexandrian too" -Ben said "Where are you come from?"-he asked from her.
"Hungary"-she said.
Oh fucking God she's Hungarian?
"And you live in...?" -Ben said and waited to her to continued.
"In Budapest"
"so fucking beautiful and great city...beast"-Ben said.
"Le'mme talk with her" -Danny screamed.
"Let me give you what I brough"-she laughed
"she's got the point" -Ben laughed with thumbs up.
she came up to Cameron first.
she gave him a package,he opened it and it was a black ripped jeans.
"Whoah Thank you but you didn't have to buy anything to us" Cameron said
"Yeah,but I want that all of you remember on me and of course the band gave me so much power to never give up etc so yeah,this is not enough still"-she said.
she came up to Sam next.
she gave him a kind of box. (it was so fucking big)
he opened it and it was a bassguitar.
"what the fucking hell it's.....Thank you,you're so fucking nice"-Sam said.
I just thought on what the fuck I will from my target (I wanna ask her for a date so fucking much)
She came up to Danny. he's got a middle size box.
he opened it and it was a bottle of Jack Daniels,a pack of condoms(probably she thought on his relationship with Ben) a pack of red Marlboro cigarette and a big Jack Daniels flag.
"my favorite thing" -Danny said "but the condom for what?" -he laughed
"Use it well with Ben" -She winked and laughed.
"oh I will with that bae"-Ben said and pointed on Danny.
everyone laughed and then she came up to Ben.
Ben got a package too.
he opened it and it was a Led Zeppelin Tank Top,and a Of Mice&Men Tank Top.
"oh thank you"-he said
"the Led Zeppelin just reminds me to that so fucking sad music video ...To the stage."she said.
Finally I was the next .
