Becoming Luna [COMPLETE]

[CHAPTER FIVE]

He stood there frozen and tense, before getting to know what was actually going on and hugging me back. He embraced me with the exact amount of intensity. His hands tangled over my waist and with each second passing, his embrace got tighter and stronger. Those goddamn sparks where floating all over my body making me feel overwhelmed with emotions of love and belonging. But after awhile It was getting too tight that i was sure that in a second or two, i might get some ribs broken so i started backing away and he proceeded a little at first, but eventually let go. His eyes were shining with happiness and it seemed like he was devouring me with those gorgeous blue eyes of his while i was doing the same with my hazel ones.

My mind was shouting at me, saying 'what the heck on planet earth are you doing right now? Why are you responding to him like this? You DON'T KNOW HIM IDIOT.' And stuff like that and it was right of course so i moved away from him and started looking away at the ground, but of course instead of the ground my eyes got a glimpse of something else. Something that wasn't what i have ever seen in front of me. In some pictures and movies? yes. but in real life? No.
I felt this heat starting to burn into my whole flesh, starting from my neck to my cheeks and the other parts of me started burning in fire, i felt so turned on that i never thought was possible, what is this stranger doing to me?!

After clearing my throat in an awkward way and also my mind at the same time, i moved my head up, looking at his eyes and ready to say something. But instead of those calming blue eyes of his, i was confronted with those black eyes from before and a tensed jaw directed at me. Lust was obvious in his eyes and it made me even more turned on and nevertheless embarrassed. his words replayed in my mind once again.. he knew that i was turned on by that little play of his earlier, even though he was obviously wrong about me being wet! But.. he somehow figured.. so.. right now.. he's definitely sensing my status once more.

"I- I think you need to get dressed, buddy.. your naked." I tell him awkwardly.

No, shit sherlock, you think so?!
I thought to myself when i realized how ridiculous i sounded.

After a few seconds, he nodded his head silently and moved away toward his clothes, showing off his well built backside. I never thought a guy's butt might look slightly good and desirable for me. But, help me god, that thing right there, looked yummy!

Hearing him clear his throat while he was taking his time getting to where his clothes where, brought me out of haze. His slow motions looks like he's showing off or something..
Oh..my..god.. HE IS SHOWING OFF.

-Show off.. -
i said rolling my eyes, knowing he can hear me which was my intention.

As a response, he then looked back at me and winked playfully at me while grabbing his belongings.

As he was dressing up, i made my way toward the edge of the two stairs next to me which separated the grass from the laminate floor and sat there waiting for him to join. Which he did in a second or two.

To change the tense atmosphere around us, i decided to crack a joke, saying "Nice tush by the way!" With a sincere smile looking like a 10-year-old!

He seemed to appreciate it and laughed out loud. The sound of his breathtaking laughter was beyond describable . "Thanks!" He managed to say in between.

I just sat there watching him like a love sick puppy and after awhile he stopped and cleared his voice, looking at me expectantly, like he wants me to start 'the talking'! And i eventually took the hint and started with the least wise dialogue ever existed, "so.. a werewolf, Huh?!" I said, dumbfoundedly.

He nodded moving his gaze from my eyes to my hands, which were currently on my thighs.

"Tell me more about it." I demanded.

"What do you wanna know?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Ummm-"

While i was trying to come up he cut me off and said "I'm really sorry.. it was so selfish of me to just come up with it and get you into this mess within mere hours. You looked terrified back there and it pained me so, to even look at you like that." he then ran his hands in his hair, taking a deep breath in and then out, continuing "i really, really am sorry." .

"Well, im pretty certain that if you hadn't put up a show like that, after the coffeeshop incident, i would be loooooong gone.. dont blame yourself if thats what you're doing right now.." i said.

"What do you mean?" He seemed troubled, not knowing the reason why i said that.

"Well.. first of all.. i dont give guys a try.. or even girls to be exact. it does get lonely this way from time to time, but I'm seriously done with the whole getting to know someone and then getting attached and the last but not least, getting fucked so badly that you feel broken inside out knowing its all because of you.." i tried to explain but failed miserably.

With his eyebrows raised up high, he questioned me once more. "I think i get what youre saying.. but let me back track a little! Who and how the hell did someone broke your heart so badly that your'e not even up to trying?" He playfully asked.

"No one in particular.. i just.. don't believe in love.. it's complicated and 'weird' as my friends always say, and also a long story. " i said, air quoting the 'weird' part.

"I've got time." he replied, he looked genuinely curious and eager to know about it.
I looked at him some more, waiting for him to give up but he was looking more expectant by sec.

Huffing in annoyance, i started explaining, "Ugh.. Fine.. from my point of view.. love and shit like that doesn't exist.. its just.. you get to know someone and there is a pull between you two at first.. but then, as the time passes, it goes away and changes into obsession and attachment, which a lot of people misplace it with such powerful term like 'Love'." I said and looked at him at the end, expecting him to either run or comment about what i just said, but nothing came out and he gestured for me, with his hand to go on with my rants.

"Oh and also, time brings something else with it too, and that is the 'real someone', Like, your partner can never stay the way that they want you to see them in a long term, and it's right then that you see the truth to that person. The real someone that you used to like alot and now seems like a stranger to you that you're already attached to!" I finally finished.
A long moment passed by and i was so damn sure that he was about to come up with something like 'Oh sorry i forgot that i need to meet someone in a couple hours.' and bail! The silence was overbearing and i couldn't take it anymore. Right when i was about to get up and ask him to take me back to where we came from, he started talking.

"Well, you're 100% correct when it comes to human terms, and damn you're wise and smart, but.. im sorry to break it to you, but its only a little accurate when it comes to werewolf terms." He finally answered.

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