Becoming Luna [COMPLETE]

[CHAPTER NINETEEN]

"You're aroused, " Nate whispered in a sinister way that made me clench my thighs together, "tell me, little mate, does it turn you on, to know how strong your mate is?" He continued while moving his right hand to my front, and started running his nose up and down on my neck, "does thinking about how hard i can fuck you makes you desire me more?" He said the last part against my temple while looking at me in the mirror and thats when i realized its not Nate, its Ryder again and his last words made me scrunch up my nose.

"Don't tal-" i was about to talk but moaned at the end when he cupped my sex harshly, "Stop it Ryder, i dont like it when you talk dirty to me." I managed to say while pushing my head back to his chest while he moved his hands mercilessly against my clit.

"Tell me, little mate," Nate hissed out in a hard tone and increased the amount of force he was using on my clitorîs, "dont you like it when i move my hands roughly against your tight little pussy?"

My eyes widened at his choice of words and all the pleasure rushed out of me in a second. Was he seriously talking to me like that??
I moved my hand down to hold his wrist tightly which was moving up and down and pushed his hand away, "I said stop." I gritted through clenched teeth, completely pissed at him and started moving towards the shower, while not even sparing a glance his way.

Right when i entered the shower, i felt his hands around my upper arms making me gasp and was pushed against the wall with his body pressed against mine, "I dont like it when you walk away from me, little mate." He said, his voice huskier than his usual self while he pressed his face against my cheek.

What the heck is wrong with him? How can he act like this all of a sudden? This is not the Nate, Ryder, Fluffy or what ever the heck i should call him used to be.. it's like he has completely changed through out the night.. was i such an idiot for believing him? Was this all an act to get me to let him mark me and basically chain myself to him?

No, i dont think so.. but something is definitely off and i need answers asap.

"Fluffy, let Nate get in control.." i said, i was sad and defeated but refused to show it in my voice. I didn't like the fact that he was way much stronger than me and could easily hurt me if he willed it either.. it hurt to feel useless and weak like this.. i was hoping to reach the soft part of him by calling him Fluffy, and that was all i could do.. which.. well.. lets just say failed miserably..

"Why??" He hissed while putting more pressure on my arms and pushing me harder to the wall, "why do you not like me, mate? huh? Why do you keep asking for Nate?" He continued, he sounded furious, making my heart beat faster against my chest, was he serious right now? Was he seriously jealous of Nate? "Why don't you let me fuck you senselessly against this wall and show you how much more i can give to you?" My eyes are starting to water by now and my sight is getting blurry but I'm refusing to show him vulnerability, I'm stronger than this.

I felt him move back a little and gained a little bit of hope at that moment, hope of him leaving me alone but all of that was whipped out of my mind when i heard the Tshirt i was wearing being torn apart from my back making me yelp in surprise.

All of a sudden, He put his forearm on my back and pushed me to the wall once more but this time was different, he was about to enter me from behindwhich resulted in me jumping out of my skin when i felt his head poking at my entrance but the pressure that he was putting against my back prevented me from moving much.

He pushed his face against my cheek and was about to push himself inside of me when i yelled at the top of my lungs, "I SAID STOP. Youre pushing on to my boundaries Ryder."

His body tensed and he stopped breathing, taking it as my only opportunity, i tried to turn around but he didn't let me at first, still tensed and still pressed against me, sandwiching me against his body and the wall, "I'm sorry." I heard him whispered and when i turned around i was met by his black eyes filled with sorrow and regret.

My eyes watered some more and they were about to fall down on my cheeks at any second if i blinked my eyes, so i just kept my eyes open and stared right at his eyes, which turned into their usual blue after a few seconds. Looking at his ocean blue eyes made me let go of my stubbornness and i blinked, freeing the tears in my eyes. I was confused and didn't know what just happened, i wasn't sad or mad or anything else which took me off guard. All i could feel was bewilderment and wanted to know what was happening to him all of a sudden.

Taking a better look at his eyes, i noticed the sorrow and regret in his eyes accompanied by fright. He looked scared of himself and i wanted to move forward to comfort him even though i knew that i was a mess myself with all the tears floating down on my cheeks. But after taking a half step forward, he came out of his haze and jogged out of the bathroom, leaving me dumbfounded and dead in my tracks with so much going on inside my head.

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