3 n 1 (Tracob)

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Let me rephrase it gets better! 😂

Spreading envelopes out on the table, Jacob quickly glances at some of them.  open when...

-you're happy
-you're sad
-you miss me
-i don't answer
-you're stressed
-you've had a bad day
-you feel lost
-you want a trip down memory lane
-you're about to see me
-you want to know how happy you make me
-you need me
and so many more. 

The topic on a few of these were applying greatly to the young man.

Leaning forward and looking over the envelopes once again, Jacob b slowly picks up the one that's says "open when...you're sad." 

With a sigh, the young man, carefully tears the envelope open and hesitantly pulls out the sheet of paper. 

Unfolding it, he takes a shaky deep breath and begins to read: 

Hi, Jakie! 
My love, my beautiful boy, please don't be sad. It completely hurts me when you're anything but happy. In case you haven't noticed, my emotions closely relate to yours. When you're happy, I'm happy, when you're excited, I'm excited, when you're sad, I'm sad. It makes me very upset when we aren't together. I can't hug you when I want to. I can't kiss you when I want to. I can't do anything with you when I want to. I know this hurts you like it hurts me, but listen to me as I say this. It'll be worth it in the end. It'll all be worth it, baby. I'll come home to you, we're going to get married- 

Jacob covers his mouth, holding back a sob as tears rush down his cheeks.

Troye wanted a future with him.

They had plans together that were now crushed.

Jacob wasn't blaming Troye, of course not.

He knows how it happened, and he knows there wasn't anything either of them could have done.

He just wish Troye wouldn't have left so soon.

And without a chance to say a final goodbye besides months ago when he left. 

Standing up, Jacob holds the letter in his hand, crumpling it up into a ball.

He throws the wad of paper at the wall sadly before storming to his bedroom to get more sleep.