𝚓𝚞𝚟𝚒 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚜 | 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚊 𝚙𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚋𝚒𝚘

S3 Ep6

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THE AWKWARDNESS between Ale and Alvaro never died down, in fact it grew bigger everyday, Ale tried making small talk from time to time but it was dismissed by "mhm"'s and "Okay"'s from Alvaro.

Neither did Mattia's constant urge to have someone by him and never loose sight of Y/n, he literally followed her everywhere, it didn't matter where she went, he would be there.

"I'm surprised he isn't here right now" Y/n sighed to Alvaro who was drinking tea next to her on the kitchen counter.

"Watch him not leave your side after he comes back" He says setting the cup down.

Alejandro and Mattia went to get a delivery from the docks along with Kairi, as much as Mattia wanted to take Y/n too he couldn't. It was too risky.

Y/n was slightly blushing at the thought that Mattia wanted her always with him, in a protective and loving way I guess.

"You like him... Nah love him" Alvaro says sipping his tea.

"I don't know... maybe..." She replied getting up from the chair to wash the dishes that sat in the sink "and even if I did, you never know when his temper would change"

"Did he lash out after that night again?" He asks.

"I mean he didn't but he could" She said placing the plates on the drying rack.

"If you take care of him he won't, Alejandro is... was the same" He said changing his tone.

"Wait what do you mean?"

"Did you not see he was about to kill me? I took care of him after he was brought into the house, he has separation anxiety, which Mattia is currently experiencing, it's just that Alejandro's is more contained just because he had it for longer" He explained "You just have to baby him for a while and practice leaving him alone for little bits at a time and it'll die down."

"Why does Alejandro have it?" She asks washing the last plate.

"I don't know, he had it before he came here, so probably because of you" he says.

And it was, Ale was attatched to his little sister wanting to protect her at all times but that was taken away from him when he was handed over like an object, which was probably the reason hes gotten toxic towards others.

Shortly after Y/n finished cleaning the boys entered the house, Kairi going straight to his room to probably smoke, Alejandro flopping onto the couch and Mattia going straight to Y/n hugging her like he didn't see her for a lifetime.

There was no hiding or lying in saying that Mattia did in fact go soft. For now.

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It was about 10 pm and everyone went to their rooms, Y/n sleeping with Mattia ofcourse because she couldn't argue with him.

While having Y/n's head on his lap and staring at the movie but not actually watching. Y/n was asleep so you could say he was alone with his thoughts right now.

Mattia did something he swore he wouldn't do anymore, something he did when he was younger, when he didn't know better.

flashback

"What if dad's gonna find out?" Mattia asks biting his nails looking at the pills and powder on the counter.

"He won't" Alejandro said handing him a card and a dollar bill.

Mattia knew what he had to do with them but hesitated, he didn't want his life to go down the drain, but he was in a dark place at that moment, not realising he needed help.

"Come on Mattia" Ale encouraged as he took the card and drew a line threw the white powder and sniffing in one swift motion not leaving one spec of it behind.

He held his nose and threw his head back and moaned (i watched too many movies about coke) at the feeling.

Mattia looked at him with his eyes wide and mouth in the shape of an O.

He sighed and copied Alejandro's actions, doing the same things he did.

He started liking it and did several more, nothing being able to stop them.

Suddenly he could feel a liquid drip onto his shirt.

He raised his hand up to his nose and dragged his finger under it leaving a streak of fresh blood smeared under his nose, he lowered his arm under his eyes examining his finger. Blood.

His vision was blurry and clouded, he could barely see the blood on his finger.

Obviously not in the right state of might he giggled and turned to Alejandro who was passed out, he lightly shook him, he didn't wake up.

He tried to reach for the bill again and do more but a headache and sudden pain of 100 blades through his chest struck causing him to black out.

flashback ended (a/n ik this is probably not how coke works but yk i had to make it more intresting :) )

He knew if he started again he couldn't stop, however the only thing he wanted at the moment is to forget about everything happening in his life.

Mattia always kept a bag under the bathroom counter where no one cleaned, he reached for it still being there and slowly closing the door, locking it without waking up Y/n.

He took out his wallet taking out a random bill and a card.

While he did numerous lines he started feeling dizzy again.

Obviously he couldn't stop but he did this time.

He slowly opened the door but his aroused and clumsy self from all the coke he just did the sound of the door closing was louder than intended.

"Mattia?" Y/n asked lifting her head up from the bed not seeing where he was because of the darkness in the room.

Mattia quickly walked up to the bed getting under the covers and putting her head on his chest "I'm here I just needed to g-go to t-the toilet" he stutters towards the end trying to use as little words as possible.

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finally updated im sorry wattpad crashed on me writing so many timessssssssss