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epilepsy part 2 - jensen's daughter

So today is Saturday. I'm so lucky that I got to go with my dad to set today, partly because I asked if I could come. And partly because he's super worried about my epilepsy. I get it, it's been pretty bad lately and we've been to the hospital 3 times this last month because I had too many seizures and they were very violent and long, some of them were up to 5 minutes long. I'm pretty scared too to be honest. I don't think it's normal for it to be this bad.

"But don't you dare, think that there's anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you! Because none of it, none of it! Is true." I hear my dad saying to Jared.

"How do I stop?" Jared cries. Wow this is an intense scene. "You just let it go." Dad says more calmly. "I can't, it's in me dean you don't know what this feels like."

It sounds so real.

They hug, my dad being the protective big brother to Jared, kinda like in real life but you know, different circumstances. They stop hugging and both smile slightly at each other as Jared's arms stop glowing with the stuff from the trials. That's right, I keep up with the show. Suddenly Jared screams and falls to the ground, he scares me with the scream and I jump but don't say anything so I don't mess up the scene. That might've been a slight trigger for epilepsy though.

"Sam?!" Dad reaches down for him and holds him tightly while looking at his face filled with pain. "Cut! Alright really really good guys! I'm very impressed. That's it for Jared and Jensen!" Eric yells and dad and Jared get up, acting like themselves completely. It's scary how different you become while acting sometimes. They walk to me and Misha.

"Good job! I almost cried" I say smiling at dad and Jared.

"Thanks honey." Dad says running his hand through my hair gently. "How are you feeling, are the loud noises too much for you?" He asks, his eyes filled with concern and love.

"I'm okay, the noises are a little much at times but it's fine. I'm just a tiny bit dizzy but I have been for a few hours and nothings happened." I say to him looking him in the eyes the whole time.

He nods. "Okay, but tell me if you feel worse at any time ok?" I nod at him and smile slightly. "I promise."

"Jared and Misha! Next scene! Lets go!" Eric yells through the microphone and I jump slightly and close my eyes. My head is starting to bother me a little.

Jared and Misha go to the set stage and get on their marks, ready for the scene to start.

"You okay baby?" Dad asks after he felt my jump. I just look at him and nod, no smile this time. I don't feel good...

"Action!" Eric yells, again.

Jared and Misha start acting out the scene, saying their lines and acting all tough with the low voices they do. I, on the other hand, I'm looking at the ground while dad is sitting beside me, trying to get the room to stop spinning. I feel dads concerned eyes on me.

"I'm fine," I say without even looking at him. "Y/N look at me please?" He says trying to get eye contact with me. I look him in the eyes but it's making my head and every bone in my body hurt even more. I let out a quiet and shaky whimper and I scrunch my face, looking down again.

"I-I can't, I think I'm gonna- uhh I-" I look at my shaking hands and my eyes are getting really heavy. I'm gonna ruin the scene. Dang it.

Dad looks at me, now almost drowning in worry and he gets up and crouches in front of me. "It's ok, breathe Y/N you're ok." He looks around trying to find something that'll help but it's difficult when someone's shooting a scene.

"I'm gonna-" I start tilting and dad quickly catches me and lays me down on my side. I haven't started seizing yet but I feel it coming, I take dads hand and I squeeze it hard. "Dad-"