Jump (hawks x depressed reader)

becoming friends

A/n I have been gone for so long that I had to re read what I wrote. I just had alot going on in my personal life, and I decided to start a few new stories... And eventually started forgetting about this one. O_O well hope you enjoy~

Your pov
I stood on the balcony, smiling slightly. After all this is the first time I've admired the sunset without risking my life in a while.

Everything was so calming, I close my eyes and take in the fresh air. Soothing, just what I need after a long day at that office job.

I hear a large slam as hawks enters the balcony. He seems so paniced as he takes ahold of me pulling me away from the out side. Once we get inside he starts to talk, well more like yell,"what the hell where you thinking?!? I come home and your standing on the balcony, I thought you were going to jump.
" He soffens his words at the end, clearly on the brink of tears.
He dosent trust me
But I can't blame him
"Hawks calm down, I wasn't trying to off myself again." Hoping my words would sooth him I responded. Deciding he needs a break, I move him over to the couch and sit him down. Not knowing how to act in this situation, I slowly start to pay his head.
"I don't know what I'd do if you were gone anymore-", he continues, " first when I saved you it was just me trying to do my job. But now, now I see you as a friend. And the thought of losing you hurts. It hurts so much." He sobs out the last part, clearly meaning what he said. 
He is my friend. . . My first ever friend. This, this is so... Pleasant. Knowing someone cares for you.
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"Thank you hawks, your my first friend. I care about you aswell."

A/n oof! Friend zoned... But it's all part of the plan, mwahaha! You thought you were going to get a happy ending but it was I, angsty story Chan! Also ngl but I feel bad about what I write to happen to these characters.