Jump (hawks x depressed reader)

save me

Your pov

Deep breaths, it will all be over soon.

Finally I knock on the door.

Less than a minute later it opens and I see him.

"Y-y/n" it seems like he can barely speak.

Did he not want to see me that much?

"Hey dad..."

I trail off, no making eye contact out of fear. Fear of the old days.

"Thank God your ok! I was so scared I'd never see you again!"

Wait..... Da fuq?

I look up, just to clarify my confusion. So, it really is my dad?

"Why don't you come inside, your mother would love to see you again."

Oh yeah, mom probably nagged dad's ear off when I left.

When I walk inside I see that it's .... Different. There were no longer beer bottles everywhere and it seemed as if the air was clearer. Did he stop smoking?

This just dosent seem right. This isn't like when I was a child.

At that moment, anger over took me.

Why didn't he stop when I was still growing up?

Why did he put me through all of that emotional distress?

Did he chose to hurt me, even knowing he could stop at any time?

Was I the reason he was unstable in the first place?

Then, I saw my mom, she looked some what different. She had gained a bit of weight, but it was still definitely her.

I never wanted to leave my mom, I never blamed her for what happened. I just couldn't take it any more.

"Mom, I missed you!" I say rushing in for a much needed hug. She returns the hug while the two of us exchange small talk. Eventually i get to the point.

" Can I stay here for a bit while I look for a new place to live?"

My dad looks shocked. "I thought you would never want to live here again."

I look down, however I speak up. "I didn't, but after I met someone, I started to realize some things. You know I hated him at first just because he was a hero, I ignorently hated him because of you. However he also helped me realize that second chances do exist."

Fauther just gives me a nod of a approvel, so I head down to my old room and get everything situated again.

Time skip

"Thank God your alive!" Hawks grabs onto me as I try to continue my work. " You really are over dramatic, aren't you?" He gasps then places a hand on his head leaning his neck backwards slightly. " You know, after how we met for the first time, seeing that you left a note with nothing but goodbye on it I think it's only fair I was worried." I sigh, "in hindsight it might not have been my brightest idea. However you should worry I'm moving in with my parents again while my housing situation gets sorted out." He frowns slightly, however when I ignore that he just pouts harder. "Is there any reason for you wanting to leave?" Because I was catching feelings. " Because I wanted to make up with my dad."

Time skip

" Uhhhgggg, YOU LITTLE BITCH STOP SLACKING OFF AND GET OFF YOUR ASS! AS A WOMAN YOU SHOULD CLEAN TGE HOUSE WHILY IM AWAY!"

I guess I was wrong.

Just because he stopped drinking dosent mean he isnt the same man from all of those years ago.

He is entitled, and only nice when it is convenient for him.

I get he had a bad day, but that doesn't justify yelling at me. It doesn't justify scaring me like he dose.

I could hear the furniture being slammed around as he went to the other room. I felt unsafe. He was a hero, and yet I felt the need to be saved from him.

Anyone, please save me.

Hawks, please save me!