He's Different... Incomplete

chapter 9 finding out¿?

Hinata's pov

I quickly finished my food and ran to the bathroom. I didn't need to use the bathroom or throw up I needed help, so I called suga too see if he could tell me what this feeling is...

So I called him pleading that he wasn't busy... Then he picked up.

"Hey Hinata"

"SUGA_SAN HELPPPP"

"Hinata what's wrong are you hurt?!?!?!"

"No..no it's not that I'm feeling weird things..."

"Hm, go on Hinata tell me"

"Okay so around....this person I feel sick but in a good way."

"Hm Hinata keep going tell me more"

"Well they make me..happy..and I'm Glad that I ever met them"

"Ah sweet child your in love!!"

"L...love?...I'm sorry but what's that..."

"H..Hinata.."

"Yeah?"

"Why don't you know what love is...."

'Shoot shoot shoot shoot' I thought I just stayed silent, then I couldn't hold in my tears and I started crying. I watched as my shiny tears fell onto the floor, as suga spoke up.

"Hinata you can tell me anything you can trust me."

"Okay please don't tell anyone okay"

"I swear. Hinata tell me please"

I took a deep breath and relaxed while explaining too suga about the abuse that I was emotionless for most of my life but I didn't tell him it was my father....or about my condition. I needed too be very cautious because I can't tell them yet.

"Hinata..why didn't you tell anyone about that.."

"I..I was afraid... I don't want too loose them even after everything they did too me."

I heard suga sigh then explain to me what love is. He said it was a feeling when your really happy too be with someone and you like everything about them. He told me about family love and relationship love...'so I was feeling relationship love with kageyama...' I thought then I had too ask something.

"Suga what do people think of you if your in love with the same gender?"

"Well it's difficult most are abused and hurt because they like the same gender but soon they find happiness...or they.... NEVERMIND"

'That's weird suga seemed nervous I should just ignore it.' I thought I said thanks too suga and hung up. I looked into the mirror and noticed my golden like tears still falling. I sighed and cleaned up until I couldn't see my tears. at least I looked like I wasn't crying my eyes out.

I walked out of the bathroom too get a hug from kageyama. I was confused, "k.. kageyama?!" I said as he looked at me. "You were in the bathroom in the bathroom for 2 hours are you okay" he asked as he put his hands on my hair.

"Y.. yeah! I'm fine" I said blushing a bit thank God he couldn't see it. "If you say so" he said as he started walking upstairs. "It's getting late come on" he said while walking upstairs. "I'm Coming!" I slightly yelled and followed him upstairs.

At this point I'm just gonna post because I have nothing else to do and I have ideas.
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