Dear Lux,
I've been fighting for this system more rotations, and moons than I can count. When I was younger, being on the front lines scared me. But now I don't know where else I would be. My men, friends drop dead every day, and the planet's people suffer.
Should someone my age see this much death?
I can't imagine my life without the war. What will happen after it ends. I bet if it never happened I would be getting ready to face the trails, maybe train to be a temple guard after. Most don't get to face the trials and just get appointed Jedi, so they can go back to helping the war.
I miss you of course, but I'm sure I am far from your thoughts.
I feel so alone in this war. Anakin was never a warm and fuzzy person to talk about feelings to. I could to you though, I miss our talks after debates, you made me not feel alone. But now the loneliness feels like apart of me. I don't know if it will ever not feel lonely, but I've already lived my whole life like this. I only ask the force that you don't ever feel like this.
Anyways I only get a few hours asleep I should take what I get. Still don't know why I write these knowing I'll never send them. Maybe just to relieve stress.
Your Friend,
Ahsoka
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Unseen Letters To Lux
FanfictionAfter Ahsoka Tano last saw Lux, she got in a habit of writing letters to him but never sending them. But will she ever end up sending them? Follow Ahsoka write letters about, what she could never say in person. Is there hope for them together afte...
