Broken (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 2

Well today I had to go shopping for the concert. I'm skipping school, I don't care about school anyways. I got into my black mustang and drove to the mall that wasn't too far from where I live. Before I got out of my mustang I did my make-up because I didn't want anyone at home to know that I was here instead of school, they would've screamed at me. I did my make-up and then I got out, I started walking towards the mall. It was surprisingly almost empty. Then again I did come here like 9:00 am. So I got inside the mall I had $350, I had saved up for a while now. I was deciding if I should wear a dress or skinny jeans and a ripped up band shirt. I went with my second option, because who wants to wear a dress in a damn mosh pit. I went to Hot Topic and bought a Black Veil Brides shirt, some black ripped up skinny jeans, an Avenged Sevenfold necklace, and some random band bracelets. I went to other stores and bought make-up, shoes, and things I'd need for the concert.

I grabbed my shit and went to my house since my parents and sister should be gone. I stopped at a store to buy myself some food, I bought a cheeseburger and a monster. Now I'm going home, I got home and as I expected no one was home. I got on my laptop after I put all my stuff away. I sat there got on Twitter, Facebook, youtube, and tumblr every social media I had. I got bored after sitting there for and 2 hours of playing on my laptop. It was 3:06 pm. I got in the shower and when I got out I heard Sapphire's voice. "Hey Aqua you home? Where the fuck were you today!?"I thought 'should I answer or ignore her' I ignored her because all she will do is try to cuss me out. I went to my room and got in some pajamas. I was too lazy to do anything today. I just took a nap because I was tired from shopping, I'm not like most girls so I get tired of shopping right away. I put my iPod on it's charger and I pressed shuffle 'The Only Exception' started to play. I reminded me of my past with my late auntie Jessie. I used to live with her because my mom and step-dad would abuse me on a daily routine. So when my aunt found out she took me in and then my life stared to get better then she had to die from fucking car accident. Then I got sent back to my parents. They still do abuse me from time to time. Sapphire only laughs at me. My mum only like Sapphire because she's like the perfect child. I dozed off after thinking about all that. I started to get really angry and I punched the wall, snapping myself out of my thoughts. I looked down at my already bruised up hand. I had a problem with that, whenever I got angry I would take my anger out on something. I laid Dow on my bed and stared up at the nothingness. I didn't even realize I fell asleep, until I opened my eyes and the sunshine was poking through the curtains. 

I woke up to the sound of screaming. It scared the living shit out of me. I went downstairs to find Sapphire screaming because she got a new car. My "parents" walked past me like I was invisible, I was used to them doing this to me. Sapphire just left in her car, I went to the kitchen to get something to eat. I got an apple, I went to my room again this time I just broke down. 'Why do they hate me so much, the treat Sapphire like she's a princess, I hate my life!' I thought I was done for good since I promised Valary I would stop cutting. I grabbed my emergency razor, I let my mind take over. I closed my eyes and placed the razor harshly on my wrist. After I was done I did calm down a little. I had to clean up the blood, I went to the bathroom and I placed a wet towel on the fresh cuts I just made. There goes 6 months of being clean from cutting. I lied down on my bed and closed my eyes to sleep I didn't want to wake up for school tomorrow but everyday one one more day closer to the concert. I was also planing on running away after the concert I may be 16 but I've taken care of myself for too long now I think I'm ready to this this hell of a home. My iPod was still playing and it's the only song I've noticed since that Paramore song, 'Remember Everything' by Five Finger Death Punch. I fell a sleeping listening to that.
I woke up to the sound of Sangre Por Sangre blasting through my speakers. I lied there for another 10 minutes, because I'm lazy. When I finally got up I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and put on a pair of dark grey leggings, and a Bring Me The Horizon shits. I put on my grey Converses. I didn't want to go to school but I had to today because my mum was staying home today.
I got into my mustang and drove to schoo, since I didn't have breakfast I stopped to get some chips for myself. I was late for school but I don't care better being late than never showing up. I went to home room, the teacher Ms. Jones took roll. I sat there and drew a little picture. I went to first hour which I hated because I honestly don't like the teacher and the teachers don't like me. I saw Amy sitting in the back of the room, I sat by her. "Hey Amy" she looked like she's been crying. "Hey Aqua" she said quietly. "Are you okay?" She put her head down and just stared at the floor.
She didn't answer me I knew something was wrong but I didn't want to bother her because I knew how it feel to have nothing going right for you, and someone asks if your okay. But you lie and say your okay. This hour went by so slowly, the bell rang and off to second hour. The first part of my day went by slow. But it was finally lunch and I noticed that Amy wasn't there. Maybe she went home. I did kind of get worried though.
I got pieces of food thrown at me, not surprised that that happens because it was normal. I don't let things like that get to me. I hate when people asked me if I was okay and gave me their sympathy. I hated sympathy, it doesn't help it just makes you feel more alone and more ashamed of yourself. Then there goes my cousin Dave with his weekly girlfriend I hated seeing him because of tall the things he's done to me in the past, that shit haunts me everyday. But then again it did break my heart because he lied to me for years.
*timeskip*
I got home and my mum just ignored me. She always did. After a day of teachers screaming at me and getting on my nerves I just wanted to shower and go to sleep. But when I was gonna get in the shower Sapphire was in the bathroom, she takes forever what the hell is she doing in there. I banged on the door "Hurry the fuck up!" I screamed into the door. I heard my mum get up, shit I should run I know what happens after this. I ran to my room and locked my door and soon enough my mum was banging and my door telling me to unlock it. I'm not gonna let her abuse me again. I packed up my clothes and all my essentials I needed. I grabbed my back up money, my keys, and the ticket, I unlocked my window and threw my stuff down. It was a long drop but I've did this before. I jumped down and thank god I didn't make a loud thump going down. I put my things into my car and I got into the drivers seat. I put the keys into the car and drove off I didn't care that the car make a loud noise as I sped off. As long as I was gone and away from them. I don't know where I was going but I was going.