Broken (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 18

I got home with my brother and Val ran up to me and tried to comfort me I just didn't feel like I cant do this anymore. I'm tired of seeing people, I'm tired of being alive. I went to my old room from when I came back the first time. I lied in bed and thought about what my life will be now that he's gone.

I couldn't really think correctly at all. I tried drawing pictures, writing music, writing books, and even spending time with the guys of A7X and Val. But nothing got that scene out of my head jus replaying in my mind, slowly making me go insane.

I heard a knock on my door but I didn't want to see anyone right now, so I let them knock until they went away. The taunts in my mind was back, I don't want to again. The thought of the easing of cutting filled my blank mind.

No! I promised myself I wouldn't cut. I basically lied in bed all morning it was about 1 in the afternoon. I got up I was still in my batman shorts and ripped up misfits shirt. I wanted to call to see how he was doing, and how the guys were. But I couldn't. As much as I would like to say "it's his loss" I know deep down it's mine too.

I seen Matt and Val having a full blown make out session on the couch, I silently walked past them so I wouldn't disturb them. I made my way to the front door, and I just walked out to have a little nature walk. I didn't know this place really too much I've been here and there but I've never really memorized anything. As I was walking down I saw a guy staring at me, he must've not seen me because he kept on looking at me.

He made me feel uncomfortable, so I tried to walk faster but I seen he got up and started to follow me. I called up Matt, so I wouldn't get hurt I went to a Café and went straight to a bathroom, I haven't realized I was crying.

"Hello?"
"Matt, come get me at this lil café down the street."
"Hah why?"
"Someone followed me and won't stop staring at me."
"Guy or girl?"
"Guy...."
"I'll be down in about 5 minutes stay put okay?"
"Okay."

I stayed in the bathroom for about 6 minutes, I looked out there and saw Matt. I ran towards him. I hugged him, he asked where the guy was I scanned the place but I didn't see the guy at all. I told Matt he must of left. He just put me on his back and walked me home. I laughed at the sight of us. When we got home I had a text from Ashley, I read it and I instantly started to cry, I dropped down on my knees I couldn't believe what I just read.