Broken (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 15

I was making breakfast, it still felt strange in this house. Andy was still asleep, the guys are coming over later so we could go to the mall together. I heard a little grumble.
"Morning!"
"Morning beautiful."

I blushed at that. I was making British pancakes with powdered sugar and strawberries on it, with a side of bacon and eggs. When I was all done cooking I made us plates and I gave him his and put mine down where I was gonna sit. We sat there in silence eating, fatasses haha. I just checked my messages and this guy who I always said 'yes' to just told me no to the same thing he asks me.

I kind of got pissed at that, but I'll try to brush it off. And I hade a message from my mother? I read it she's asking for forgiveness, she made my life a living hell with her now she's asking for forgiveness. I don't know about that. I'll think about it. Then a message from Syn.

"Hey Aqua, so it's been about a month and a half since you left us. We miss you like fuck and I wish you were right by my side. We've been drifting considering Matt is depressed you left without saying good-bye. I can't stand the fact your gone. I love you. And if I find you I'm stealing you no matter what, haha. Well text me back, love."

It kind of made me feel bad that I left without anything. My brother, friends, and home. Just to be with a rock star, and his friends. I got thrown in jail because of his manager. I left everything just for all that.

"Aqua you okay?"
"No, no I'm not because I left my home for this!"
"For what exactly!"
"You, your friends and to be thrown in jail."
"Well they are your friends too, and I'm your boyfriend."
"I just need time to think."

I didn't let him say anything after that, packed and left I got as far as the door.

"Don't go I just got you back."
"I need to Andy."
"Don't go."
"Bye for now Andy."

I left shut the door I had no idea where I was gonna go I walked away again, I'm just running from my problems. I didn't want to leave but I did. I checked into a hotel. Went to my room, and looked at my messages Andy sent me a video of him singing 'Don't Go by BMTH' I cried.

I just lied there on the bed and let the tears fall. The urge came back, cutting. I went to the bathroom grabbed my razor. I said id quit but I can't. I put my head back and put the razor down on my skin slid it across my wrist, I did this to both wrists I had no room left so I did this on my thighs.

I felt light headed and I grabbed my phone called Andy. It rang three times before he answered.

Hello?
I need you.
"Where are you? What's wrong!" I told him where I was.
"Ill be there soon."
Stay on the phone.
Okay
I'm just now leaving

I just dropped on the ground and everything went black that last thing I heard Andy say was my name. After that is aw nothing or even heard a thing. I lied there on the cold ground in my own blood around me.