Broken (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 19

I dropped to the floor on my knees crying. The text Ash sent has broken my heart even more. I kept on rereading it hoping and praying he will be okay.

"Hey Aqua I know you mad at Andy, but something serious happened to him after you left he stopped eating, he became depressed, he quit the band and now he's in the hospital because of a suicide attempt. Please come before he's gone."

I couldn't believe I've caused all of this to happen I feel so bad about it that I don't even think I'll be okay. I ran downstairs, I showed Matt the text and he rushed me to the hospital he was at, I asked the nurse where he was she told me, I ran down to where he was. I saw the guys in the hallway each one gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

I slowly walked into the room, I was terrified to see what he looked like. When I walked in it was just him and all the machines he was hooked up too. I walked to see his face, it was so much skinnier, he was so skinny now, and his skin was looking grey, he had bags under his eyes, scars all over his arms, but in a way he was still so beautiful to me. I grabbed a hold of his hand, I looked at him I couldn't see his beautiful blue eyes.

I just sat there in silence the only noise was his breathing and the machines, nothing no noise. I just stared at him for what seemed to be an hour. A nurse walked and she seen how I looked, she put her hand on my shoulder. The guys came on along with Matt, the a7x guys where in the waiting room. I sat I'm that chair next to Andy looking at his heart machine, I closed my eyes but his hand was still in mine. I woke up with a sudden noise.

The heart machine left along a long beep noise, I frantically looked at Andy. And right there I completely broke down.

"No, no, no, no this cant be ANDY! WAKE UP PLEASE I LOVE YOU!"

I screamed at Andy's lifeless body. I was shaking him. Matt took me out of the room while nurses and doctors ran into the room. I fought Matt to let me go, but I was weak and I gave up right there. I cried onto Matt's shoulder, I couldn't believe this time now for real the love of my life is really gone this time.

A doctor came out and told me "I'm sorry there was nothing we could've done to save him." I cried even more, they let me see him before they took him away, I kissed his lips on last time, they were cold, he was cold. Everything in this world was cold to me. I grabbed his hand kissed it. I told him my finial words.

"Andrew you were my favorite singer, and you've helped me through a lot, I can't imagine life without you, so what's the point of living if you aren't going to be there with me. I love you more than I could ever scream. I wish you wouldn't have to go, I'll miss you forever and I will love you I'll never stop. You are my everything, but now it's time for our good-byes. Good-bye Andrew Dennis Biersack. I love you"

I let go of his hand and took a deep breathe I walked to the door and opened it. I looked back before I left I walked out more and, I shut the door behind me. I just let the tears flow out of my eyes I can't believe he's actually gone.