i wake up and feel arms still around me. i look up and see ryland asleep. i get confused but then i see nick sleeping on the other side of ryland. i close my eyes again and feel ryland start to move. i open my eyes and look up at him to see him looking back at me.
i smile and he smiles back. "why have you been ignoring me since i've moved her ryland?" i ask putting my hand in his face. he looks at me, "i am scared bellamy." he say looking dead in my eyes.
"what do you mean your sacred?" i ask confused. "you just scare me. your my bestfriends little sister who's absolutely gorgeous. why wouldn't i be scared?" he says. i wrap my arms around his neck and start to play with his curls.
i feel his body shiver, "and because of that. you always make me feel like that." he says to me. "ryland i just wish you would've talked to me. i've known you for so long and you were never like this." i say. "and why are you getting so tense?" i ask resting my head in the crook of his neck.
"i don't know bellamy you just make me feel this way. i don't know why or how, but you do." he says hugging me tighter. i smile, "can you hand me my phone?" i ask him. he hands me my phone and i take a picture of me and him. i get on instagram and look at patrick's new post.
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user1 you did mess up, but you've gotta try for her back.
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i get out of rylands arms and see it 5 o'clock already. ryland feel back asleep so i walk back to me and patrick's room and he's in the bed sleeping. i walk over to him and sit on the bed, "i just wish you would've told me before it hurt. or if you wouldn't have cheated at all." i say holding onto the necklace he gave me.
i look at him and kiss his lips. i wipe my tear and go to stand up till i feel me being pulled down to the bed. "look bellmay i'm sorry, and i want you back." he says pulling me into him. "i don't know patrick." i say. "just let's nap and think about it." he says. i nod my head and cuddle into him.
i shortly fall asleep.
"bellamy!" i hear ryland yell. i open my eyes and am meted with a black room that i can see perfectly clear in. i look and see ryland with a knife driven through his stomach. i start to run over to him and grab the knife.
then i hear patrick, "bellamy no, help me first." he says i look over at him and try to run to him but hit a invisible wall. i bang on it and it don't budge. i run to ryland but run into the wall again. "choose." i hear a voice say. "what? i can't." i say looking at ryland bleed out to death and patrick as well.
"choose or they both die." he says. i look at patrick then ryland. "you only have time to save one. the other one will bleed out." the voice says. i look at patrick and start to walk to him. i feel the glass and kick it causing my foot to shoot back. i start pounding on the wall and nothing happens.
"just say who and i'll remove the walls from your way!" the voice booms in anger. i walk over to rylands wall and tap on it causing it to make a crack. i look at it and slam my palm into it again and the wall falls to the ground. i see ryland being lifted up in the air.
"your too late you've made your choice. patrick is safe now." the voice says. i look over and see patrick with another girl in his arms. "no what about ryland! i got to ryland first!" i scream. "NO!" the voice yells. "you picked patrick first even though you got to ryland first. but patrick didn't pick you first." he says.
"now you've made your choice." he says waking me up out of my sleep. i wake up to screaming downstairs. i run down the stairs and see ryland in patrick's face. "you stupid fucking bitch! you manipulate the shit outta her. nick obviously didn't make it clear, your not allowed around her!" ryland screams punching patrick in the face still holding him.
i run to ryland, "ryland not defending him, but stop it's not worth it." i say trying to stop him. "you! bellmay i thought you were over it. are you seriously sleeping with him again?" nick yells grabbing me and pulling me back.
"stay the hell away from her you stupid piece of shit." ryland yells throwing patrick to the floor. ryland turns around, "and you, don't talk to me again. i'm done with your bullshit bellmay." he says walking past me.
i look at nick, "i can't save you, you picked patrick first i can't help you." he says walking up following ryland. i turn and look at everyone, there all looking at me while alex helps patrick. i run upstairs and lock me in the bathroom.
