i walk into the vet room with tank and we lay him down on the table. "can i have a moment?" i ask. everyone walks out fo the room and i lay my head down by him. "hey pretty boy, i'm sorry i missed out on sixteen years of your life and that i left. i wish i would've seen you more and came and visited more. you've made me so happy these past seven days. i couldn't thank you enough or ask for a better bestfriend at the age of two. i love you tank." i say kissing his nose and taking a picture with him.
the vet walks back in the room and so does the boys and my mom. they shave a part of his fur off and put it in a necklace and hand it to me. i hold his paw and kiss his cheek. she puts the needle in and puts in the liquid. he whines a little and i start to cry, "be a brace boy for me. god will be with you baby boy." i say. he licks my face and closes his eyes.
i let him and hold his head in my hands, "goodbye my baby. sleep good." i say hugging him and kissing him. i start to bawl my eyes out and patrick comes and hugs me. i hug him back and he walks me out fo the room. we all load into the car and i sit in the back seat with him. i get on instagram and post a post.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
liked by patrickhuston and nickaustin and 515,925 others bellamyaustin today was the day i have been dreading for a week now. i had to say my final goodbyes to my baby boy. i love you tank. 2001 - 2020
patrickhuston my favorite cuddle buddy
nickaustin time to go back home
rylandstorms our little angle doggie
avani i'm sorry for you loss baby
user1 i feel so bad for her.
user2 poor baby.
we get back to the house and david bring the bags out to us and loads them up. my mom drives us to the airport and we board the plane. i sit next to patrick, and ryland and nick sit together.
