user2 i wonder what happens in b- . you know what, never mind.
user3 i feel like bellamy is kicked out of bed by calvin. bellamyaustin @user3 i most definitely am.
i wake up to the smell of smoke and see calvin and patrick smoking. i look at patrick and he comes and sits by me pulling me in top of him. "why so early baby?" i ask. he looks at me, "if your not okay with it then i'll stop." he says. "no it's okay, but sometimes i would like for you to be sober." i say.
he pulls me up to where i'm sitting on his lap facing him, he moves to where his abdomen is where my hips are sitting. "how long have we been together? or the first time we met?" i ask. "two or so months ago." he says. i look at him dead in the eye and he looks back at me.
"what are you staring at?" he ask playfully. i look away to calvin who knows what i'm about to say and walks to our big ass closest with headphones and his phone. "i'm ready." i say looking at him. he looks at me confused then realizes what i mean. "is this because of me fucking with other girls? if so we can wait i don't want you to be rushed." he says holding my hand.
i smile and hold his hand back. "no it's not because of the other girls it's because i love you and i want this." i say. he looks at me. he puts the blunt out and starts by removing my clothes carefully. he start to kiss me making me giggle and hold him closer to me.
and you know the rest.
i lay down next to him breathing heavy, hes next to me panting. i start to kiss him again and he smiles. "we need to go shower." he says looking at me and kissing me back. he picks me up and takes me to the shower. he turns the water on and washes us off.
he hands me a towel and a pair of his boxers and a hoodie. i put them on and he puts on a pair of his boxers and that's it. he picks me up and puts me on the sink and looks at me. he holds my hand. "i love you. no more than that, i'm in love with you." he says. i hug him, "i'm in love with you too patrick." i say.
he smiles and does his cute ass quite laugh which causes me to laugh and smile and him. he looks at me and kisses me again. he picks me up and walks me to the bed and lays me down. he walks into our closet and gets calvin who was asleep with loud ass music playing.
calvin runs out of the closet and downstairs screaming "they had sex." we run out after him and downstairs where alex just so happens to be recording. "haha holy fuck they did have sex." alex says. nick looks at me and runs after patrick who zooms off. i make a peace sign to the camera and mia runs at me and drags me to her room.
"spill now. was he big? was he good in bed? what was it like?" she ask. "ok ok. yes he was big." i say laughing my ass off. "he is very very good in bed, and it was crazy. and after he told me he was on love with me. and my heart skipped a few beats. i don't know mia." i say. she smiles. "well you both look sleep deprived. so go get some sleep with your mans." she says.
i walk out of her room and up to my room where patrick and calvin are playing the game. i go and lay down in bed with patrick following me and cuddling into me. he kisses my forehead and i smile.
"not so bad for my first time." i say. he looks at me, "you were a virgin?" he ask kinda scared. i look at him, "yeah i was a virgin." i say. he looks at me, "imma marry you one day." he says holding me closer to him.
