A/n: I'm taking a break from writing on my other book because I really, really wanted to write this one shot lmao ;^;
For those who haven't watched or read Happy Sugar Life...
I'm so sorry for y'all.
And for those who did...
Come here, I'll give you a hug.
Requested by no one.
[Fluff/Angst]
Atsushi POV
It shines brightly...
It's sweeter than all the cakes in the world...
It soothes the mind...
This feeling is all I know now.
How could I possibly describe it in words?
.
.
.The feeling known as 'love' was never a part of my life.
I was abandoned by my own parents since I was a baby in front of an orphanage, always being told that nobody wants me...
I was never loved... nor wanted...
People looked at me like I was some sort of being that just arrived there, not knowing what it is doing there...
I was... the odd one...
Always left behind... Nobody wanted to approach me... Nobody wanted to deal with me at all...
I was all by myself and still...
I would get punished for petty things that other children did, throwing the blame on me... Since I was unwanted...
Unwanted... Odd... Not capable to love or be loved...
I taught my tiny little heart to refrain from feeling something anymore...
Emotions that were simply of human nature became a forbidden fruit that I couldn't take a bite of for a long, long time... Just because I was forced to accept the fact that I'm nothing, but a scum of the society...
And that forbidden fruit seemed to be far, far away from my reach...
But when I did bite from it...
My heart exploded in a million pieces, overflowing with emotions I haven't felt in such a long time...
...When I met her...
When I met the one who gave me the opportunity to become human again...
She came like an angel into my life, holding with her a shooting star... That shooting star being my wish... My wish to love and be loved...
She's holding it tightly in her hands...
She's taking care of my wish...
Like a guardian angel...
[Y/N]-chan...
[Y/N]-chan is an angel...
But an angel is a delicate and ephemeral being...
That's why she requires protection from this sinful world...
This world that punished her for nothing...
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Alter-ego//Bungou Stray Dogs x Reader One Shots
FanfictionIn which you are a different person in every story. alter ego /ˌɒltər ˈiːɡəʊ,ˌɔːltər ˈiːɡəʊ/ noun a person's secondary or alternative personality. "in the flesh she is a million miles from her photographic alter ego"