I turned my back, but I didnt walk away.
I stopped talking. But that doesn't mean I wasn't wishing for you to bring up the conversation.
Yesterday we finally had the conversation. Well, sort of.
Guess the closure I thought I wanted was never the closure I needed.
I knew all along I should've listened to my intuition.
Instead, I assumed.
I should've just said it. I Should've asked you what you were doing and what your intentions were. I Should've told you this is making me feel some way.
But I was still trying to figure out what I'm feeling.
Well dragging the feeling out doesn't help.
It just made me more confused.I should have asked you sooner. Like my intuition told me the whe time.
But I desided to wait to out to see where it could go.
It went no where. My imagination went everywhere, though.
I constructed what I thought we were, meanwhile there was nothing.
YOU ARE READING
confusion's illusion
Romancea love story. well the one side of it. And a cluster of random other parts of my story.