confusion's illusion

give up now

Still feel like I gave up to soon.
But there was never hope.

You seem like you don't really care.
Think I should care less.

I gave and hoped until I was worn out.
Now I just wanna scream it to you out loud.

But...

I dont think you'll even get it.
I think you'll never get it.

But that's not what I want out of it.

And the last thing I want to do is make you feel hurt. But at the same time I want you to feel all I felt.

Hate to bring up the past, but there is still some things left unsaid.

Finally, I said it.
But I didnt feel like I thought I would.