confusion's illusion

the writers perspective

I can write about it bc it happened a while ago.
Things that are happening now is to raw, open and sore. I need to keep it yourself for a while.

But eventually I'll write about it because I need to. It's how I cope. It's my muse.

I ask God what I should learn from this.
It's still gonne be a while before it's "done"

Maybe it's never "done"

I just wanna fix it in this lifetime though. I don't wanna relive this.

Not the love.
I'd choose to relive that a thousand lifetimes.

But I would not wanna relive the confusion, illusion and exhaustion.