confusion's illusion

endless paradise?

I wonder what would happen of I just let my imagination run with you.
Where we'd end up?

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I...I need to tell you something.

Yes..?

So, I know I didn't realy acknowledge your feelings for me.

Yeah?

..and I was wrong.

Why?

Because I realized I'm just afraid to love. Because of my past...you kn-

I know.

You look at me with tears in your eyes.

I..I'm sorry. Really. I never wanted to hurt you or mess with you ot lead tpu on or play games..or-

It's okay. Don't worry.

No, I do worry. I dont wanna break you, like others have broke me. I'm sorry you were convinced. And that I was the reassurance.

Say something...?

What is there to say?

I don't know...?

I move closer to you.

You know I've been thinking...I...you...how do you still feel about me?

I still have feelings for yoga and I'm afraid you cam apart them up in a second.

Well I've been thinking and I have been lying to myself.

That's a shame.

I wanna make things right. I ...have feelings for you..too.

How are you gonne make things ri-

You kiss me. It's a different feeling kiss. It's not like I imagined it would be. It's a bit forceful honestly.  Bit I like it. And it gives me fuel. It lights the spark.

I kiss you back. I grab around your waist and pull you closer.

The taste of your lips mixed with your laughter is the best.

You pull away, look at me. Then you just rejoin our lips.

Your hands starts to get exploratory. You trace my lips, curves, bones, cheek, neck,arms.

My mind is a maze amd I'm a bit lost. But its intertwined with yours and in there we find each other.

I knew someday you'd realise what I see in you.

To bad I do only now! You smirk.