slammed doors and hurt feelings. harsh words were thrown back and forth with no hesitation. you couldn't really blame shuichi for getting frustrated with his boyfriend. he was very high maintenance. with constant lying and trust issues it was very hard to get close with the small boy, and the fights they had were like atom bombs.
"I FUCKING DESPISE YOU! YOU NEVER LOVED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE DID YOU? YOUR JUST AS MUCH OF A LIAR AS ME SHUICHI. YOUR SHIT. NO WONDER YOU HAD TO DATE ME! YOU COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER! COULD YOU?" his voice cracked and wavered and tears rolled down his cheeks.
"YOU DESPISE ME? HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE WHEN YOUR CONSTANTLY CLINGING TO ME? I CANT HAVE A SECOND TO MYSELF, BUT THE SECOND YOU WANT DOWN TIME YOU CAN JUST HAVE IT. AND OF COARSE I FUCKINg love you.... " he paused for a second trying to compose himself through sniffles and tears. "i love you so fucking much. and i hate it. and i cant help it. thats why this shit hurts." shuichi finished. he stood there with tears rolling down his cheeks trying desperately to dry his cheeks but the tears and snot kept coming.
"im sorry. im so stupid. i'm sorry i cant handle my emotions. i keep saying stupid shit and i cant hold any of it in. i hurt you and i know im wrong, but i hate being wrong" kokichi stopped talking when he heard a small chuckled through the tears of his boyfriend
"you always hate being wrong " shuichi said
kokichi walled over to his tall, blue haired boyfriend, cupped his face in his hands and and stared into his eyes, admiring his long, almost pretty eyelashes. kokichi used his thumb to wipe away any remaining tears from shuichi's eyes so softly and caringly, revealing a side to kokichi that was very seldom shown.
"im sorry for what i said. i shouldn't have said shit like that. i didn't mean it" the purple haired boy said wrapping his arms around shuichi's waist and resting his head on his shoulders. shuichi placed his hand on kokichis hair stroking it gently.
"i know you don't mean the things you say. your a human being and you have flaws. everyone does. i know you think your some monster, but your not. i love you, and we just need to work through this. we can do this. and no one is as lucky as me to have such an amazing person to be my boyfriend."
"should i stop lying?"
"no it makes you who you are."
kokichi sniffled, bringing his head up from shuichi's shoulder looking at his face once again
" do i ever tell you i think your beautiful?" ouma said staring at shuichi
"god i love you so much" shuichi responded
a/n sorry this is short!! it was fun writing though. sorry for not posing for a bit. the other request isnt done yet. have a nice day!
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oumasai oneshots!
Fanfictionhi! I want to write some oneshots having to do with oumasai! please leave a request, and nine times out of ten ill do it. I'm open to pretty much anything. ill let you know if something requested is too far. I am open to lemons! things i cant/wont...
