i don't know how i did it, but i did. i'm out. i called a nurse and told her i wanted to sign out ama, and she called my psych. he asked me what i was going to do, and i told him that i wanted to spend time with michael. he called michael, and michael agreed in an instant.
i'm at his apartment now, but i haven't said a single thing to him. he's being kind to me, and i know it's all an act, but it's so hard to stay quiet. i miss him so much, and even if he cares more about luke than me i might just tell him that i'll take what i can get.
no, you know what? i sound so desperate. i'm pathetic. fuck, the paper is getting wet with my tears. now michael is coming over. i can't deal with all of this.
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