Breaking Old Habits

chapter 6: established- october 23, 2014

What if he thinks my breathe stinks or something. Wait but why am I worried about something like that when I should be enjoying this? I don't know, I'll never understand myself. I'm honestly shocked, mostly because this is my first kiss. I didn't ideally plan for it to be like this though, my crush being in a hospital bed, me freaking out, and him kissing me to make it all better. It was quite abrupt to say the least but it was pretty amazing.
*****Kians POV*****
I couldn't help myself, she just kept running her mouth so worried and it was so cute and she was just right there, so beautiful and unique. I had to take my chance, it was an open shot and it seemed like the right time.

*****Maggies POV*****
"Oh." I said as though I was on some modern drug or something.

"Rest assured, I'm fine Mags. You didn't need to freak out like that." Kian smiled and said with so much grace and a soft like voice.

"I'm sorry I was just so worried but I'm better now." I assured him.

"I wonder why." He smirked despicably.

"Don't be arrogant." I said to him.

"I'm kidding, I'm kidding." He laughed.

I stayed at the hospital for the night with him and we got to leave the next morning. This was a quite awful experience but it brought us so much closer. I feel like Kian and I are really involved with each other now, like we established a relationship here.
*****October 23, 2014*****
I went to Kians after the hospital to help him and his mom a little since he would be on crutches for a while, my mom was okay with it since his mom was home and it's not like we were having sex or anything. I'm to insecure for that, he'd probably find me hideous and in fact ugly under my clothes. Though I'm already that way and I'm confused to as how I ended up with him, it's even worse underneath the cotton and polyester. I bet Kians perfect though, cute, flat stomach; somewhat muscular but mostly just skinny; long, toned arms, and basically just everything else.

Kian and I were sitting on the couch watching tv, resting my head gently on his right shoulder, when I realized I needed to get home.

"I gotta go unfortunately." I told him.

"Aw but whyyy?" He said in a fake whiny voice.

"I have chores and things to do, plus I just have to because my mom said so." I reminded him.

"Ugh okay, but I have one question first." He stated.

"Yes?"

"So are we official now then?" He smiled questioning me.

"I guess so.' I smiled, kissed him on the cheek, and started to head out.

"Bye Mrs. Lawley!" I yelled as I walked out.

"See ha sweetheart, thank you for your help and I'll see you soon." She yelled back in a happy voice seeing that Kian and I were finally an official couple.
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I got in my car and started driving home. I'm about 20 minutes away from Kian so not very far which is good. I'm still questioning how I'm going to work on my depression issues though because it could really effect our relationship, but Kians the first step, I know it because I've never been this happy.
I told my mom all about what happened as soon as I got home and how were official now and stuff and she was really happy for me surprisingly. I was happy for me too. So happy that I couldn't stop smiling until the second I fell asleep. Speaking of sleeping, right before I went to bed I received a text from Kian, a shocking one, reading the words,

"Goodnight Maggie... I love you"