All my love

The life i once had

This chapter will depict the crime of child abuse and rape if these thing disturbed you I suggest you not read this chapter as it is not necessarily important to the next few chapters of the story

When I was very small the man my mother called her boyfriend had hurt me. He took something from me I can never get back.
* Flashback*
8yr/old me: mommy .... mommy get up I'm hungry please my tummy hurt
Brice:hey princess pretty I'll make you some food
I put my head down because mommy's friend is very scary he says I am going to give him something when mommy leaves for work but I think it's bad because he touches my no-no area and my chest. mommy says that if it happens again then it's my fault but I don't know why I haven't been bad have I ? Brice walks up to me and strokes my no-no area and picks me up I try and wake mommy but she won't wake up because of her meds she take in that thing they stick my arm with at the doctor.
Me:Brice you are not supposed to touch me there in my no-no area
Brice laughs at me then he slaps my face and when I scream he slaps me again telling me to shut the hell up I don't want him to touch my no-no area I'm going to tell my daddy on him
Me: I'm going to tell my daddy and he-
I feel a lot of ouchies down in my no-no area and brice's no-no area is in there what is he doing it hurts I see momma in the door and I call out to her
Me:crying/screaming) mommy! ... mommy! Tell Brice to stop it he's hurting my no-no area
She looks at me and turns around walking away letting Brice hurt me why I thought she loved me
Brice gets up and walks over shutting the door coming back to hurt me in my no-no  area I kick him and feel my no-no area get wet I look down and there's blood all over my princess covers I scream out for my mommy but she never comes while Brice is hurting me when he's done hurting my no-no area I grab my phone and call my daddy and tell him what happened
When daddy comes to get me mommy tells him I'm lying and she slaps me in front of daddy while Brice laughs at me I get up and run to my daddy and we leave
Me: daddy my no-no area is bleeding and I don't feel good
After that everything goes black
*End if flashback*
I will always protect my babies nmw and I will always and forever hate the man that raped me and killed my father 4 years later . My mother later tried to tell me Brice was supposed to do that but I always remember the look in her eyes when she left that room leaving me her 8 year old daughter there on that bed helpless hurting and confused.