I'll keep you to myself

With all my heart.

Driving towards her apartment she can't help but to let some tears fall from her eyes, she can't believe that the only person who captured her heart is the same person who crashed it into million pieces, she wiped her tears and focus on the road but when she looked up its too late her car collided with another car she tried to step on the break but it didn't work the last thing she remember is her head bump on her steering wheel and she saw darkness enveloped her.

When Camila stepped outside Lauren sat down on her chair with a heavy heart, seeing Camila on the verge of crying makes her heart stop beating it's like she's suffocating seeing the girl she love walked out with tears threatening to fall, she know Camila tried to hide it but she already saw it, she love Camila and she's sure of that but what's stopping her is their current situation, aside from her being Camila's teacher is that Camila lied to her about knowing Emily's father though she already forgave her about it she still can't make herself surrender fully in Camila not until she settle with Emily's father side family, she wanted to make sure that she'll have the full custody of Emily just in case ally's parents decided to take it in court she's willing to set aside her personal feelings for Camila just to make sure she'll have her daughter.

Sighing she tried to remove herself from her deep thoughts and prepared herself for her next class she notice some of her students are already coming in she stood up and smile at them she took some of the paper she'll be needing for this class but then stop when she heard a voice calling her, she look back and saw Dinah looking at her with an indescribable look on her face, "Ms. Hansen are you okay? what's the problem?"

Dinah didn't say anything but mention her to follow her walking outside of the classroom, she raise an eyebrow but still follow Dinah, when Dinah stop and turn to look at her she also stop and furrow her brow Dinah is crying, "Dinah what's wrong?"

"Ca-Camila got into accident she's in the hospital right now." Dinah spoke while still crying.

Her eyes widen and she felt a cold wind around her which makes her body shiver, she look at Dinah still shocked she open her mouth to speak but no words came out, she swallowed a lump on her throat and tried to speak again, this time she finally got the words out of her mouth, "wha-what? Where is she? What happened?"

Still subbing she told Lauren how she received a call from a medical team who took Camila to the nearest hospital saying her number is the last one Camila contacted and on Camila's speed dial contact that's why she's the one they call to inform her that Camila got into car accident.

After hearing everything from Dinah, Lauren wiped her tears and look at Dinah straight in the eye, "I need to see her, can you meet me in the parking lot, I just need to go at the deans office and have someone to cover my classes?" Dinah just nodded her head at her.

After talking to the management and had some of her co-teacher to cover her classes she walked hurriedly at the parking lot she saw Dinah already waiting for her in front of her car.

She just look at Dinah and ask her to sit in the passenger side of the car beige she speed away out of the campus and to where Camila is, she can't help but blame herself if she just talked to Camila she would've drove home by that time she might be still in one of her class, but no she again let her selfishness took over her and let Camila walked away with a heavy heart, she feel so angry to herself she inhale deeply and slam her hand on the steering wheel and scream, "shit shit shit, this is all my fault." totally forgetting that she had Dinah in the car with her she almost jump on her seat when she heard her speak.

"I don't think blaming yourself right now will help," she spoke without looking at Lauren.

"Yeah your right, I'm sorry I just," she took a deep breath to try and relax herself, "I just thought that If I just let Camila talk to me she might have stayed in school and attend her class she wouldn't be in her car driving but no," she look at Dinah for a couple of seconds and sigh before focusing herself on the road, "I let my own feelings and selfishness took over me, I let her feel that I didn't care about on what we had." Feeling her tears threatening to come out of her eyes she stop speaking and swallowed, she then pull her car on park in front of the hospital where Camila is being treated, they both walked out of the car and run towards the hospital entrance they both stop at the front desk and ask if they had a certain Camila Cabello,