I couldn't find any exact word to make you hear how loud my heart is breaking. Or at least how it sounds.
My tears keep dripping onto the screen of my phone, trying to replace the words that I usually write to spill out my feelings.
Your shadow still lingers around me, but I just can't find any way to make it clear through any vocabulary. I can't see you anymore in my poetry.
And I know my body is here but I could feel all my atoms spreading away, find their way to a devastation.
How can I be whole again when I lose the one that matter to me the most; writing.
And you.
