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I felt the blade,
Glide across my skin.
Yet there I laid,
Basking in my own sin.
Blood seeped through ,
My pure white gown,
I know it wasn't true,
But I let myself down.
I could feel their words,
As they stroll inside my head
Then I could feel their words,
Shreddeding me as I bleed.
And when I think of his eyes,
My knife falls deep in my thighs,
And when I think of his laugh,
I see my blade crumble into half.
While his ash brown hair,
Filled me with regret and sorrow,
Our broken love affair,
Was the cause of Cupid's poison arrow.
Bearing through the pain,
My blood poured out my veins.
I cut too deep,
But I never knew why,
Was it the pain I tried to keep,
Or the memory of a stupid guy.
My letters flooded the room,
Our love seemed very one sided.
We had a love that could consume
Yet both of us, were highly misguided.
I saw as the wind blew through his hair,
And his eyes that focused on my cut.
No one knew what laid under there,
But him alone and his lips that sealed shut.
He knows I picked my blade up,
He saw what no one could.
But did he ask for a follow up?
God, I wish he would.
Scars had filled my body,
From broken and past mistakes,
I was sure no one would love me,
But he had filled the stakes.
He did nothing to help me now,
My heart ached in pain.
He had broken his only vow
Because I cut again.
Hidden under bandages,
Protected from society,
Society's filled of savages,
It's fueling my anxieties.
There's no one to save me now,
To protect from this misery,
He saw yet allowed,
To continue with my injuries

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