What I needed was you

Cutting deeper

KARRAHS POV

I realized they didn't check my pockets at the hospital and I still had blades in the pocket to cut with so I went to the bathroom of a resultant and started 1 cut turned into 5 and on my thighs I had 3 when I got home the room area saw blood coming down my leg and I didn't see it because I didn't know it was there "holy-" I cut Corey off saying "it's just girl problems" and then Colby sees some on my wrist "let me see your arms" Colby says grabbing my wrist and raising up the sleeves "come up here with me " Colby says taking me to his room "why did you cut" Colby says "because I was having a panic attack and all the memories from that day started flooding back into my head and nothing would help" I say "you could have talked to me or any of the roommates" Colby says "the reason I had true attack was because I was out at in n' out and I saw Kevin" I say "WHAT he was there why didn't you call the police and tell them that are searching for him right now" Colby says "because I didn't want to get hurt again I was alone and he was too he could have probably do anything he wanted to do with me" I said "next time you go out one of the room your me are gonna come with you so u can defend yourself" Colby says "ok" I say quietly he grabs my chin softly and makes me look up and when I see his ocean blue eyes it makes me feel calm for some reason and he says "come on let's go get something to eat after we clean up your hand" he says "yeah ... sorry" I say "just don't do it again" he says "ok" I say

COLBYS POV

I'm cleaning her hand when there is a nock on the front door I go and get it but nobody's there  and then I shut it and hear another nock I walk up to the door and see the guy that hurt karrah "what are you doing here" I say "weres karrah" he asks "who's asking" I say "just tell her to watch her back ok and then maybe she won't have a broken one" he hisses and starts to walk away "hey why do you think you have the right to touch a woman like that" I yell and he comes walking back "because women are not supposed to belong here" he says "what do you mean they are great by saying that ur saying ur mom shouldn't exist when she raised you like a fucking king" I say he gets in my face "well karrah doesn't deserve the thing my mom does" he says "karrah is a beautiful young girl who never got to have a childhood because her mom didn't care about her and her dad left her she deserves everything in the god damned world after what you and her mom did to her" I yell and then shut the door and then lock it then I turn around realizing that she was standing there and then she runs up and hugs me sobbing "I don't deserve one thing... you" she says I pull back and her head is resting on my shoulder I pick up her head and say "hey look at me you deserve anything and everything he deserves nothing compared to you you've been through the worst shit somebody can go through and you won that fight you need to learn how to appreciate how great you are and how strong you are" I say staring into her eyes and then something unexpected happens I lean in and kiss her and she kisses back *time skip* it's almost time to go to bed and me and karrah are watching a movie  half way through I look at karrah and realize she's asleep so I turn off the tv and pick her up carrying to my bed and laying her down with her head on my chest

-what do you think is gonna happen next how will karrah react to waking up in Colbys arms