What I needed was you

I fall apart

KARRAHS POV

We get to the police station and they take me back to were they are holding Kevin. I walk into the room and sit down in front of him his hands are cuffed to the table so he can't do anything "why" I ask in a low tone voice looking down at my face because I had tears coming down my face "because you deserved it" he says "so after all the talking and hanging out" I pause "we're just strangers" I say "we were never friends the whole time it was your dads plan" he says I look up and stare him in the eyes with a blank expression "so this whole time you were just planning to ruin my life even more" I ask "yep. That was the plan" he says smiling "your sick" I say walking out "what did he say" Colby asks but I just keep walking. I get outside and sit down on the bench and start crying and running my hands through my hair colby walks out and I just look away not letting him see me cry "what's wrong" Colby asks putting his hand on my shoulder "nothing" I say with a blank expression and I walk away "just go home" I say getting into my car (we all drove our own cars) and driving off. I go to the place I went to as a kid and I just start walking around it was abandoned and old it was a house that I spent so many of my days in it had a beautiful view of the beach because it was a beach house. I go out to the balcony where the best view was and I just started thinking 'what if I just died today' I thought to my self 'I wonder how many people would care' I thought again "I just need to calm down" I whisper to my self also sitting down but there was no chairs so I just sat on the floor 'no body loves me' i thought to myself when all of the sudden I hear foot steps "hello?" I asked to what ever was there "hello?!" I heard the other person say "who are you" I ask cautiously "my names jordan what about you" I hear the voice getting closer and I start to get more tense "I'm karrah" I say not thinking "is it ok if I come in the balcony karrah?" I hear the girl ask "yeah" I say and she walks out "hey" she asks putting her hand out for me to shake it and I do "so what's up" she asks looking at my face cause I had black stains on my face from were I was crying earlier "oh nothing just went to get some answers from my exbastfriend who tried to rape me and kill me twice" I say sarcastically "oh" she says giving me a sympathetic smile "wow that must've been hard" she said sitting next to me "yeah, but why are you here" I ask "I just feel like I'm drawn to this place" she says "yeah me to I've been coming here since I was a child" I say "well anyway I've gotta go" I say getting up "wait can I have your number maybe we can hangout somtime" she asks "yeah sure" I say grabbing her phone and putting my number in "thanks" she says grabbing it back "no problem" I say leaving. I check my phone and I have a text from Colby

Colby: hey we're are you
Me: no where I'm coming home right now
Colby: ok drive safe
Me: ok bye

After that I drove home and did nothing the rest of the day

Authors note:
Sorry for not updating in so long I've been out of town 
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