𝕊𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕪 || JJ

One

"Hana!" I heard my name, but I pretended nothing and I continued to draw. "Hana!" this time I got up and looked around, seeing Sarah come to me. "Sarah? What are you doing here?" I asked her. "I came to see my best friend, any problems?" she said, But I didn't believe a single word coming out of her mouth. 
"Did you argue with Topper?" I asked her crossing my arm and looking at her. "yeah. He preferred to go golf with Rafe and Kelce than to stay with me" she said crossing the arms to her chest like children.

O my God.. She and her stupid problem with my brother...

"So? What am I supposed to do?" I asked her as I continued to draw, "Make me company, stay with me for today" she said with the puppies eyes.
"I have to go to the super market after I finished it, sorry" I said but "I'm going with you" she said.

The result?

Sarah stay with me all day, until I heard in the evening that there was going to be a party in the south, in the Cut. So each of us went to her house and prepared for the party in the beach: I wore black shorts with a simple white top and my black allstars.
After about an hour, Topper and I picked up Sarah and Rafe, headed to the party.
We arrived.
We started walking towards the bonfire and the mass of people
"Sarah I want -" I started to talk but I was already alone at the party: Topper and Sarah were probably gone to kiss somewhere, Rafe just disappeared.
So I went to get something to drink
"Hey John B" I said, "hey" he said with a serious face and then he just gave me a beer. "thanks" I said and then I walk away from him.
Nice evening.
Really nice.
I sat alone on a log not far from the water, until I heard someone sit next to me "What's the Kooks' Princess doing all alone?" JJ said making me smile.

JJ was a Pogues, he and my brother hated each other deeply, in particular he and my ex boyfriend.
They were born to hate each other.
For sure.

"JJ" I said. "Hana", "you know that if my brother see you with me he kills you, right?" I said with a smile to the boy. "I know, but I don't see your brother now" He said with a smile and then looked around.

I have to admit it.. Jj is so hot.

"But if he sees you, he kills you." I laugh trying to stop thinking about that. "what if I'm faster and kill him first?" he said, raising his hands. "I'd give you a round of applause" I said and JJ made a distraught face and then burst out laughing, until "Hana what the fuck are you doing with that bastard?" My brother screamed, approaching dangerously.
"shit." I said softly. "Topper, Calm down. We were just talking." I said, putting myself in front of Jj to protect him from my twin. "let's go" Topper said, So he grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me away from the Pogue guy along with Sarah.
"sorry" I said with the lip to JJ who was immediately joined by his friend Pope.
After the unpleasant meeting the evening was quiet, I stayed most of the time with Rafe, Sarah and my brother until the two moved away again.

Rafe and I were a couple once, but he was no longer the guy I had fallen in love with so it was all over between us. But being that our brother and sister were a couple we saw each other more often than we wanted.
I drank a little more than usual, but I was quiet because I was with Rafe: although I broke up with him, Rafe still protected me so I knew I could be quiet and that no one would bother me.
I don't hate him, we're "friends"... Sometimes I really missed him.
We simply have many outstanding issues that I'm not proud of...

I was happy, seeing Rafe drinking with me so carefree reminded me of the past, until I saw JJ again, who were going to offer Sarah a drink. "shit" I said to myself.
Immediately I approached the two, followed by Rafe,  Topper spilled the drink on JJ and, John B to calm the boys intervened : that's when the real mess began.
Topper and John B started beating each other.
I really didn't know what to do.
"Hana stops your psychopathic twin!" said Kiara. I looked at Rafe for help but in his gaze I saw only pride in what Topper was doing, so I intervened personally: I approached to stop my brother but the consequence was that I fell into the water pushed by him, all too involved in the brawl.
"Hana are you okay?" JJ said helping me get up. I nodded. The people around us kept inciting Topper and John B, so I yelled "shut up stupid idiots!" But no one cared.
JJ was motionless, he didn't know how to help his best friend, so I approaching him and I took his face in my hands "JJ look at me. You have to do something" I said looking in his ocean eyes. So JJ got up and walked away and then reappeared few moments later next to Topper, "you know what it is, stop and go away" JJ said.
It wasn't until later that I realized JJ was holding a gun in his hand.
For a moment everything around me stopped, along with my breath.
"JJ!" yelled Sarah. "Okay, okay, Calm down. We're leaving," Topper said and immediately JJ pointed his gun at the sky and fired two shots scaring everyone, after that my brother took Sarah and Rafe took me and dragging us to the car.
It had all happened because of me...

When I got home I immediately went up to the room and locked myself in and I fell asleep thinking about JJ and John B.

~~~

I woke up because of the sun's rays hitting my face.
Fuck the shutters I had forgotten opened the night before.
I got up and wore black shorts and a red top. I went down the stairs and as soon as I heard Topper's voice from the kitchen I tried to get out but "Hana stops where you are." my brother said approaching me
Shit.
"What do you want Topper?" I asked. "I want to know why you were talking to that idiot last night." Topper said. "idiot? Do you know who the real idiot is? The person in front of me who almost drowned a boy!!" I raised my voice. He immediately looked around to make sure Mom hadn't heard me, then spoke up "Hana are you serious? He had a gun!" yelled Topper.
"he wouldn't have taken the gun if you hadn't tried to drown his best friend! Don't you think?" I screamed. "You've gone crazy!" my brother yelled. I didn't listen to him and left the house, took the car, and drove straight to Mr. Heyward's store.
I immediately walked into the store
"welcome!" said Mr. Heyward. "Good morning. Are there Pope or JJ?" I asked. "Pope is making deliveries but JJ should be at the wharf as always waiting for him" said The man behind the counter with a smile.
So I went to the wharf and saw JJ.
"JJ." I said, he immediately turned "Hana?" He said surprised by my presence, "Can I sit next to you?" I asked, "Of course" he said, moving his hair from his face and smiling.