Can I? :Sander Sides AU

Chapter 1 (i guess)

Tw: swearing(ofc) that's it (I think. tell me if I missed something)

Virgil's pov-

I'm in my room listening to music STILL thinking about what Remus was saying. Why did he have to say that?

I could have gone on with my day NOT thinking about that and had one less thing to be anxious about. While going over my thoughts for the 500th time in the last hour, I heard Deciet yelling at me. "VIRGIL I SWEAR!! IF YOU DON'T OPEN THIS DOOR I WILL NOT KILL YOU!!!" Honestly I kinda am used to this because of how many times this has happened. You'd be surprised.

I get up to open the door and
of course it was, you guessed it.........
Snek Boi. "Well you didn't take your time." "Gotta say Janus, sarcasm doesn't really for you." "Fuck off. Pizza isn't downstairs." "Thanks!" I smirked to myself as he walked off. I decided I should probably eat and went downstairs to get some pizza. I didn't even know it was already six. As I walked into the kitchen, I saw complete chaos. Nothing new I guess.
"Remus if you're not going to put deodorant on the pizza, do it infront of me!!!" "Oh don't be such a bitch dee." I just grab my pizza and run, not wanting to somehow get involved.
I made my way to my room, knowing
I should probably begin 'the plan' tommarow. I mean this has to be done, it's the only option, right?
After finishing two slices, I put the pizza on the floor. Don't judge me.
I listened to music as I drifted off to sleep,

Eight years old and he's kicking and screaming

"I'll only go to school if you give me a reason
The kids are really mean and I already know all the things they're teaching"

Hopped in the car mama let him play hookey

Missed the first hour just to get a cup of coffee

She's the only one who saw who he was, no one else could read him

Showing up late but he he makes it to class, just to stare out the window and the clock in the back

He daydreamed away, to a sky so gray

Everything simple, it's driving him mental

Wishing everyday that something would change

Instead, his dad makes him play ball the bay

And every time he cries, father rolls his eyes, saying "Son it's all your fault, how come you never try?"

He does all that he should

Why is misunderstood?

This is a story 'bout a broken boy

With his headphones in just to block out the noise

Of everyone around him telling him the way to go

So he walks the world alone

Wondering if it gets better

Or if he's always gonna feel empty forever

So he gets lost tryna find another way back home

As he walks the world alone....

Wow.... I'm sorry it is not 30-ish minutes.... It was hours. Again sorry. Also pls give me feedback.
I really need it. The next part will be filling out what outlook I have of the sides. (keeping the original things that I will NEVER CHANGE)
That you don't have to read that's all. Bye.💚💚💚💚