Can I? :Sander Sides AU

Chapter 6

Tw:Nothing. Yet...

This is happening around the time of the last chapter. No song.

Patton's POV (11:03 pm)

"Kiddos, I'm REALLY starting to get worried about Anxiety.."

"I'm sure he's just sulking in his room. Besides, he's no good anyway!"

"I agree with Roman. He is probably just busy. I don't know why you are so worried, it has only been approximately one week." Logan said in his matter-of-fact voice.

"I.. Okay.." I finally give in and let it go for now. "Well anyways, I'm going to go look around! I'll be back for lunch!" Roman goes out the front door, leaving me and logan.
"Well then, I shall see if Thomas has any upcoming events. Goodbye, Patton." Logan walked off to his room, which left me alone. I already made lunch, it just needs to be heated up.

There's still an hour before before noon, so I wonder what I should do... I really wanna see Anx, but Lo and Ro probably wouldn't want me to go looking for him. It didn't make me feel any better when Thomas said he was feeling kinda anxious. It made me even more worried for him! And on top of all of that school starts soon!
I don't care what they think or say.. Don't me get wrong! I love my kiddos, but they don't understand that Anxiety is my friend too. I know they are just worried about me though..
Wait. That's not important right now. Something must be going on. He wouldn't just break a promise like that, would he? I mean, what if I'm overreacting? What if I'm being stupid like usual and mess up our friendship? What if-? ... No. He's my friend. I need to make sure he's okay. Anxiety has been my friend and helped me so much! ..Maybe not all darksides are bad..? Either way, I have to find him!

I left a note for Roman and Logan that I was going for a walk, so they wouldn't worry or anything. I left the mind palace and started heading to the tree me and Anx would always meet up at. My mind starts to wander as I'm walking. What if he did something like I did? Would he risk that?? I don't think he would do that..

Now that I think about it we don't meet up here that much anymore. Maybe once things are calmer and back to normal we could start hanging out alot more!! I finally reach the tree and see that he's not here. I didn't think he would be here, especially since he only comes here at night. I think he said his mind palace is the other way so that's where I'm going! Hopefully I can find it, knowing me I'll probably just get lost.
After a couple minutes I finally see a big building. It looks like our mind palace but darker and kinda scary looking. I really hope there's not any creepy crawly death dealers, I don't see any, yet. I walk up to the door/gate thingy and start feeling really nervous all of a sudden. Will they be mean?

Now that I think about it, I've never really seen the darksides before. Everything was pretty normal, almost boring, then Anxiety showed up. Do the darksides even know that much about us? I mean we're kinda meant to hate them, I never questioned why though. I never really hated them, I was more afraid.. But now I'm friends with one!
Out of the corner of my eye I saw something yellow. It was too quick, so I didn't see what it was. Either way I keep getting distracted, just knock already!!! Okay!, I make a fist and start to raise my hand up to the door and-

"Patton!" "Huh?" Just as I was about to knock, I turn around to see.. Roman?? What's he doing here? "What are you doing, kiddo?" I ask him very confused. "Me?! What are YOU doing?? You shouldn't be here!" Ro yells at me. "I'm here to look for Anxiety, Ro. Why are you here?" I ask him still just as confused. "I-It doesn't matter why I'm here..! You shouldn't be here Padre, it's dangerous!! What if they hurt you, they're darksides!" Roman continues yelling at me, making me feel bad, but then it got worse. "Are you two this ignorant?"
Logan showed up. "L-Logan what are you doing here?" I think he noticed my stuttering and faltered a bit, barely noticeable, unless you look close enough into his eyes. "I came after you two. Look, we can talk about this later. For now we should definitely leav-"

-Crreeeeeeaaaaaakk

Janus POV (6:41)

I thought Vir-.. Anxiety was acting a little strange today, but took it as him being him. Surprisingly, he was having a pity party by himself. Usually Remus intrudes and joins him (which makes it worse for both of them) being the idiot he is. I don't think he even noticed my presence this morning, which is also quite weird. Anyway, I'm not involved so it doesn't even matter. I just made myself a small breakfast and went back to my room.

Line Break~ It's me, hannah btw. Well I broke the fouth wall again, just like in-...oh they haven't seen that yet? Well continue reading!

Today is not a good day for any of the sides. Not even the others. Thomas is starting school soon and no was is ever happy about that, unless your a weirdo. If I'm not mistaken, he's a highschool junior. His birthday wasn't too long ago either. I just stayed in my room, seeing what I could do.
Thomas is awake already, watching his favorite show. He's looks anxious, so that means Anxiety's mental breakdown is still going on, in his room by now, considering Thomas summoned him a few minutes ago. It's quite sad how predictable these sides get after a good amount of time.

Again? --------- you're getting a little lazy! Just be a simple line break. Fine. Line Break~ (you're no fun)

Now that it's almost lunch, Remus was now on the verge of his own breakdown, sitting on couch being quiet for once in his god forsaken life. Anxiety was still in his room, probably drawing or listening to music like he always is. Wouldn't be suprised if he was sleeping or something either though.
Today is actually calm. Living with Remus is almost always a living hell. Anxiety is not too bad, except his sarcasm of course. Although something bad must be happening soon, considering I don't have migraine yet.

Remus snapped out of whatever disgusting, unnatural, nasty, thing he was thinking of and walked into the kitchen. He keeps a stash of his gross deodorant in the pantry. I was sitting on the loveseat next to the couch, reading. I'm not a nerd. Sometimes if I'm that bored, I'll read a book. I find it a good way to pass time and that's what I need. It was a stupid romantic drama kind of book, that was really..
Intriguing. (For lack of a better word)

All of sudden, one of my yellow snakes slithers through one of the cracks in the wall. It then makes it's way over to me and up next to me. It said there was a person outside. Strange. Who would it be? Certainly not them. Secondarys? Emotions? Others from the subconscious? Maybe, but none haven't been here in a long time.
But THEM...! No. The most likely is a lightside. I finally just looked at what my snake's memory showed and saw what I predicted. A lightside. Morality to be specific. I never really hated Patton that much. He was actually quite toleranable, just too emotional and loving. Not the worst out of those three idiots, but still a lightside. He hates us.

He hadn't knocked yet, which is weird. Probably trying to build up the courage to knock. Pathetic. "Did you get anything else?" It nodded slightly.
Once again, I looked though to see Remus' beloved twin. God, I hate him. Least favorite. I could go on for hours about how flawed he is, while he thinks he's perfect in every way. Makes me sick. Though he was just nearby, for some reason. I had my snake return to where ever it was and it left as fast as it entered. I sighed, knowing what I have to deal with. Luckily it's just him, and he's the easiest so this should be fairly fine.
Just intimidate him and that'll scare him off. Once again, pathetic.

-Crreeeeeeaaaaaakk

What I saw is not what I thought it would be.

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I woke up at 3:38am and this will be out at 6:00am, I start school today (online) and I wanted to get this out for you people. Just to make up for the sudden "hiatus"  wish me luck!

Sorry the ending is kinda bad, go read chapter7 now! Both out!

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