Polarization and Lamentation

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*Written on 05/08/18*


Its funny to think

How

Things tend to be polar opposites,

But switch to resemble

One another so easily

In size.


As my body grows bigger

My mind shrinks and grows smaller

Quantum mechanics states

That opposites are connected

Like this

Without Yin

There can be no Yang

The connection is invisible

Between the two.

Connected by

And through

Creation.

Discomfort

Follows pleasure

Fat

Follows

small/skinny

And on and on into infinity

Just as with chaos

There is order


I have them both in me.

With a chaotic exterior

Maybe there is more chaos than order in me

Now that I think of it.

For my lifestyle

For my body's sudden shift/change towards

Weightier,

I find the order slipping

Out

Likewise

At the same time

Gain

And

Loss

They come together

As a package

Like New England's fucking weather.


Whatever

I'll be trying to leave here soon.

And thus the chaos

Ensues

Growing in size

In mass

Everything is changing,

Why don't you realize that

And get with the program

Dumbass

Before your ass

Encapsulates your whole being

Before your brain shrinks

To a tiny fucking seedling

A dead one

An unfurtile one

One that the sun can't even fix

One

That'll be like a junkie just itching for a fix

One.

Iota left, to carry

And not be dead just like this

Motherfucking song.


Like a broken record

I can't even begin to

Record

Any other word besides

The same one word

It's one word,

Over and over,

Having lost the flow

And the rhymes

That used to come to me all the time

I've been diminished to a slob

A slob with nothing

But a name

For all you know

My name could be Bob

Because you,

Reading this,

Probably don't even know me

You are probably reading this after having found my dead body

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