LOVE ME | Reader x Levi

Chapter 16

I ran as fast as i can in the hallways so that i could arrive at my dorm immediately. i know that alot of cadets and higher ranks soldiers are staring at me while running, but i don't care any of their criticism on their head right now. All i want to do is bury myself on my bed so that my heart will stop beating very fast.

The words that came out in Levi's mouth, was very unbearable to me.

•dug dug•

What does he mean by that?
What is he confused about?
Do i make him confused? If yes, what is it about

Those are the thoughts that are keep running through my mind right now, i can't even focus on where i am going i keep turning on wrong pathway and keep coming back to where my starting point is. I just can't get Levi's words on my head, he really does know how to make my heart and my whole self feel crazy.

I'm just being delusional

Once that i saw our dorm room, i immediately open the door and stormed my self inside and stayed at the back of the door breathing very heavily. I saw Mikasa and Sasha staring at me very weirdly. The both of them are cleaning the room. Maybe They are cleaning to make me feel better.

They must've felt guilty about what happened at the elevator accident

I let out a very big sigh

"Are you okay girl?" Sasha put the vacuum aside and went up to me, started to question me. Mikasa went to me and also did the same thing

I smiled and nod at the same time  at them so that they would stop looking weirdly to me.

"Are you sure? Cuz your face said the other way" mikasa added

I chuckled a bit of what she said

"Uhh face can't say anything" Sasha interfere

"No dumbass, it means that even though she deny everything she said to us, the look on her face disagrees" mikasa smacked Sasha's head so that she can come back to he senses

The actions of thos two made me laugh so hard. The both of them looked at me.

"But for real though, what happened to you?" Sasha once again asked

After I heard that, I slowly stopped laughing and faced the ground, I bit my bottom lip not looking at them because I am too shy to confront them about what Levi said to me earlier.

Does it have a meaning though?

I shrugged all of the thoughts in my mind and look at them seriously.

"So.... aren't you going to say it?" Mikasa

I didn't respond to what she said to me. Mikasa grabbed both of my hands and caressed it. I looked at my hands then back at her.

"Look, it's okay if you don't want to tell us. Were cool about it" mikasa added and smiled trying to calm me down

I smiled back at her and nod. I left the both of them at the back of the door hanging, while me on the other hand went to the bathroom and closed it immediately so that they wont follow me and asked again some questions.

I turned on the shower, take off all of my clothes and stare at the wall. I can't still figure out what he means by that though. I even heard All the laughs and giggles that they are making outside.

I wonder what they are laughing about.

After I was done showering, i put on my favorite pyjamas. I got out of the bathroom and saw the both of them playing cards, I know how to play cards but I am not really on the mood right now. They even offered me to join them but I declined it.