Forever My Tutts

𝙍𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 .. 𝒎𝒆 ♡

In his intense shock, Evan screamed with his whole might .. "Beccaaaaaaaaaaa..!!!!"

His eyes widen with terror and pulse quicken, his chalky face immobile , his heart was thudding like a rock rattling in box, he rushed to see Becca .. and took her in his arms :" Becca .. oh my god , Becca " .. Horrified to see blood draining from her face .. In a fleeting moment , she got hit harshly by a car  which skidded on the wet road . Becca hit her head on the windshield then literally ;thrown up in the air;  she landed on the sidewalk ... He hollered in fear : " Someone call an ambulance nooooww !!"

A sickness crawled within him at seeing how her hands were shaking .. she was badly injured .. her skin took on the pallor of a corpse , he could barely hear her brittle trembling voice as she tried to speak and her tears mingled with the rain : 

" Ev'aan .. my ba.. my baby ..save our ba..by.. " , Blood flowed thickly from her head as he cradled it carefully .. and down her legs , it stained her jeans . Pain throbbed his guts he looked around and shouted desperately :" Where's the goddamn ambulance !!! someone help us !!! " ...

From her right elbow to her hand there were no more skin, only raw and weeping flesh in various shades of pink and red , blood coated her fingers and gushed out of some of her exposed wounds .. Becca was moaning shaking scared in his arms, even his hands bathed in her blood as he pulled her tight , he bursted out in tears : " Hold on baby ..keep looking at me .. breath baby !! breath !! ",There was no amount of horror that can prepare a person for seeing the life ebb from another, the hopelessness, the tearing at the soul that is the pain of your loved one .. In that moment, Becca locked her eyes onto Evan's, his face cracked into that sight feeling the coldness of her skin, as she tried hardly to lift her arm and touch his face , she smiled briefly and mumbled : 

" I love you .. always ha..ave.. al'..waysss will .. " , ...."I feel cold ..." , she gasped and wheezed for breath .. Her words splintered inside him causing more pain than he ever knew a human body could bare : " No baby , no no no , I love you!! ..Please stay with me please!!! .. Please.. Oh Lord no .."

Few chaotic seconds have passed , the rain stopped pouring .. and her eyes reflected the charcoal clouds above, they already lost their dark beauty .. and she lost control of her limbs. Her pulses were thready and weakening .. Pain that burned like fire had faded away to an icy numbness .. colorful spots contoured the sides of her eyes ..her breath came in ragged, she laid there watching people swarmed near them and before her breathing became a noisy rattle , she stared at the crying perished man who held her closely and sobbed insanely ; 

He was draining of all hope ; recalling her playing roughly with her hands into his hair .. dancing on her tip toes early mornings.. cuddling her belly oh his laps.. feeding him ice cream and licking his lips playfully .. looking lovingly at his eyes and smiling proudly when she watched him playing ball .... Until she whispered in low voice :" You'll ..be.. forever ..my Tutts .. re..mem..ber me .."

Instantly, he looked away , shattered by the siren , an ambulance weaved through the traffic , he shook his head and sobbed : " Hang in there my love !! the ambulance is here !! .. you're gonna be fine , you and our baby are gonna live ..!! ",Becca blinked her last second, her body was cold, still and silent , her head slumped , then like a ghost , she was gone ... "God Noooo ! .. Beccaaaa !!! Nooo .. wake up .. baby pleaaase ... ! .. " , Evan's sob worked its way out of his throat and he crumpled on top of her , squeezing and hugging her frame covered with blood as if she was still there ~

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Months have gone by ...

Evan sat on that high cliff where they first met .. 

His surroudings blurred into a new sick reality only a broken heart could see ...  He read her vows in that silent spot ..

His sobs were stifled , but he couldn't hide his grief even for once, the intense wave of his emotions was breaking him entirely, and all his defences washed away in those salty tears he cried when he remembered her "when he at last turned his face to look at Becca" ..Evan had the face of one who had suffered before and didn't know if he could do it again.. He was only a picture of grief, loss and devastation.. 

.. In those cruel moments when his life with her seemed finally to have a meaning .. but like a fantasy , their love was not only gone but it's like it never existed at all .. He would dig it out of his memories .. And everyday he prayed to the Lord to tell her not to worry, that he would come , that his heart would still be hers alone...

Tutts had been real, she wholeheartedly loved him and she will probably be waiting for him when his time comes ~~

                 The End ♥.