Deeply drowned with the sailor (On-going)

Prologue

This is my first time writing a story. The content that this story contains is pure FICTITIOUS. All the names, places, events, businesses, and incidents are all coincidentally. Please bear with the errors, typos, and typographical errors that the author has done. 

Thank You.

lovelots!💗

-- I MADE ANOTHER STORY 'CUZ I WAS MESSED UP WITH THE PLOT OF THE OTHER ONE, Thank you for reading!--

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"Bakit parang obligado akong mahalin s'ya? Dahil ba nangako ako? O alam kong mahal n'ya na ako?"

Does living in this fantasy world can make my life more exciting? I hope my life had background music so I could understand more what's going on. I hope I can swim with the waves so that I can decide easily and thoroughly. I eagerly wanted a boyfriend. Sa pagmamadali ko bang 'yon maagapan ko pa ang solusyon sa huli?

Obligasyon ko bang mahalin ka? Totoo na ba ang nararamdaman ko sa pagkakataong 'to? Masyado na 'kong maraming napagdaanan para malito.

" 'Wag kang magmahal kung hindi ka pa handa, makakasakit ka lang."

"Mamili ka lang 'pag s'ya na talaga."

" 'Wag kang makiuso, baka 'pag magmadali ka, may masaktan ka lang."

'Yan ang mga sabi nila, ngunit hindi ako kailanman nakinig. Don't feel pressured on what you see. Uncertainty kills you in all different sides  of reality.

I wish I could be more exact of what my illusions show me. I wish that it could be one of those glowing stars above my head at night. I wish it could be one of those thousand swimming fishes in the sea. I hope this time it's real. Because I've been through this a lot of times already. I hope those decisions were decided with my mind and open heart.

Ayoko nang makiuso. I assured myself that this time, 'di na ako babase sa iba. Wala nang paligoy-ligoy pa. After my daydream, reality will not be covered with hesitancy and uncertainty anymore.

Remember, just because someone tells you they love you does not mean you are obligated to love them back.

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I am beside this man who suddenly popped out like a mushroom because I also need to get my room key in this hotel. Kagagaling ko lang sa eroplano dahil lumipad ako galing Pinas patungo rito sa France para magbakasyon sa mga problemang iniinda ng ulo ko. Pabida 'tong lalaking 'to 'di man lang marunong magexcuse, bigla nalang sumisingit.

"Hi, could you please tell me the room number of Ms. Maeve? I need to meet her for a special appointment, Thanks."

W-wait, Is he pertaining to me? I immediately shook my head to what I have thought. Napakaimposible namang makilala niya ako dahil lumabas lang ako saglit para magshopping dahil ginusto ko na agad na gumala pagkarating ko dito kanina.

Ah, maybe he's another ridiculous man who's mocking my name again. Masyado na bang sikat 'yung pangalan ko? Hayst. They really like playing with my name, huh? The elegance of my name turns out to be absent because of these jerks.

"Okay sir, I will point you ahead to Ms. Maeve. What's her surname, please? And your name also, sir."

"My name is L.A Lincoln, and her surname is De Vera."

I felt his gaze on me. I suddenly realized who is he pertaining to. The numbness of my body slowly covered my whole presence. It made me stifle a smile. So, kanina pa s'ya nakatingin sa akin, huh? His voice was still my fear, handa na ba ako? Palagi ko itong tanong sa aking sarili pero tila ba'y pinaglalaruan pa rin ako ng aking isip.

I lift my head and look onto his hazel eyes.

"Nice to see you again, love. I told you I'll be with you, no matter how the stars shine at night."

And there you go he's irritating grin in front of me again, after so how many years.

" I need your love, please look into my eyes, you're all I need."

As those words played in my mind again I suddenly felt the goosebumps I felt years ago. I wanted to escape that feeling, those promises, those delusions of mine, my own kind of fantasy, and especially the uncertainty.

But, it suddenly became real.

He is in front of me right now.

At this place, time, and the place where I am standing.

Welcome back, Lucas Arctander Lincoln, or so-called L.A of mine.

"Babe."

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